very grafic

well, thats the thing. Friday night, in the limo/van we had all kinds of foods out, and the only thing that was even close to what I could try, was chicken bites, I know I'm a few days from pureed foods, but, I hadn't had anything bad so I said, here I go and stuck a piece in my mouth. I had always said I wasn't going to try to having anything new in public, but I did. I chewed the piece of chicken for 20 mins. haha, it was pureed when I was done and was soooo good, and caused no problems.  I was a little nervous, but having tried that set me up for wanted more after so. it wasn't a good move.  but i'm far from being a good example so do as I say, not as I do.... I'm so bad!!! 

I have seen my Brother and Girlfriend dump from food they shouldn't have had and what do they do right after they go ahead and eat something else that they shouldn't eat. Then they get stuck. My brother is about 5 or 6 years out from RNY and he has gained about 40 lbs of the 200 he had lost. and had many complications along the way pouch bleeding where he nearly died and needed blood transfusions, his girlfriend with needing vitamin b injjections , ulcers, and other problems. I see them dump often and sometimes they really didn't cheat on much just the food didn't agree with them.

wow, its amazing, I didn't know it was like that.  once I get a good fill, i'll be happy with my band I think, I hope....