Whats happening with everyone...?
Cheryl, I know how you feel. Most of us have had pets we love and cherish sooooo much and it's very hard to make their final decisions. You need to do what's best for your pup. You will miss him but it sounds like life isn't so great for him now. It's time for him to go to heaven. It would show him truly how much you love him. To give him peace. Cherish your memories and love him all you can and then give him hugs and say your good bye's. He will love you forever and will wait for you on the other side. Don't let him just exist. Set him free.