Desperately needing prayers right now....
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your kind and tender words.
I am trying to take a break from the mess... the washer is going and I am praying that the stains come out of the clothes. That would be such a treasure!
I know in the grand scheme of things.. that we are going to be ok. I know it. Just right now my heart doesn't know it. It hurts, that raw pain that had dulled with age just rose up in all it's ugly glory and is consuming me yet again.
Their death was so final in it's action...it came like a thief and took my precious babies away. We went from everything is fine to ..... DEATH
Holding disentegrating pieces of the only things that were physically and tangibly theirs is just as bad. Gone again. There are no copies to be made, no photos or videos to gather from family. I had the only momentos.
I know that what is in my heart will always be there and that those memories are mine forever....but right now this mommy is very sad. Very very sad.
Thank you again ... it means more to me than you will ever know.
Elizabeth~
Pix I just got back for being gone for a couple of days..Iam so sorry to hear about your troubles..I will say a prayer for you before going to sleep....I'll tell you like Mellissa told Linda..you will not ever bring us down no matter what..Don't you even think that....Remember you told me the same thing.... Its a terrible loss to lose things like that esp sentimental things..Iam just glad you and your family were not hurt or something even worse...God be with you during your knee replacement and please let us know how it goes and keep us posted...Craig Lee