Preop Visit today....
Well...wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.....but I still got a bit emotional b/c my doc was a bit forceful and a bit harsh....but whatever....it's all good. As long as he makes me healthy...that's all that matters at this point!! First thing, they took a pic of me which they will give to me when I go back to my one year postop checkup visit....I thought to myself "I really REALLY hope when it comes to be one year post op, I will be able to look at that picture and truly see a difference between it and myself at that point." THEN, I got on the scale and HOLY COW....I LOST 4 pounds on vacation!!! YAHOOOO!!! I knew we were doing a lot of stinkin walking...ugh....it was insane how much we walked! ha He talked to me about making changes...blah blah.....you know the spiel...we've all heard it about a billion times before we even get to the surgery... I asked him about open vs lap RNY surgery...and he told me that if I wanted to do it lap that a) he wouldn't remove my gall bladder and b) I would have to change my surgery date....well THAT wasn't gonna happen.....so open RNY on the 16th it is! I just will have to PRAY and pray hard that I will still be able to start nursing school on time.....that's just how it's gonna have to be! And last but not least, I paid a whopping $129 (well mom paid it since I'm poor) for the preop liquid diet shakes I will be drinking 5 a day of...for the next 10 days after today is over!! YAYYYYY!!! After we left, mom and I went to dollar tree and I got some stuff for after surgery (measuring cups and bowls w/ graduations on them and a mixer bottle to mix shakes in if I don't wanna mess w/ the blender and such) and also got a coloring book for in the hospital :-D I love to color! Then I got home and turns out my Mom and Dad went in halves and bought me an IPOD to put all my music on so I could take to the hospital with me....and also to use when I'm exercising and for just whenevers :-D YAY!! AND, one of the books I ordered "WLS for Dummies" came in...so I'm gonna start reading that ASAP! Has anyone read it? What did you think?? Okay this is long enough and ya'll probably don't care bout half of this...but I love ya'll anyways!! I gotta go pack for traveling back to Mo tomorrow.... **hugs**
CW 335 - tired of fighting the yo-yo dieting. Need a plan of attack!!! :)
