Okay, we've cleared the first hurdle....

First hurdle down...how many to go? My Doc for the biopsy knows Dr H....lol I think they trained together or something at TMC. I was sooo nervous I don't remember everything about that part of our conversation. As for the lump...we still don't know much. I am now scheduled for the needle biopsy with sonagram or sonar something like that. I am just  drained mentally, emotionally as well as physically! He did say that I had enough things going on with my body lately (the rash, the lap band, ear infections and sinusitis) that the lump could just be from an infection on the other hand we have the facts that my Mom, 2 of her sisters, her Dad and my brother all died from cancer. I get my mammo tomorrow at 10. I will let everyone know the outcome of that when I get home. Well, I know my daughter will be calling soon but David and I are unplugging the phones and gonna spend the night cuddling. I will probably be snoring as soon as I lay down but just knowing he's there will be enough for me! Thank you EVERYONE for your prayers! I'm sorry for the panic attack...guess it was a case of the last minute jitters! Thank you Lord!! I love all of you...Deb M

you are in my prayers and I'm sure everything will come out ok.  Hugs, Layla

HI DEB,,,DON'T BE SORRY ABOUT THE PANIC ATTACK.  I HAVE THEM TOO AND THEIR THE WORST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU.  I AM PRETTY NEW HERE BUT I HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR YOU EVER SINCE I'VE READ ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS.  ALL YOU CAN DO IS TURN IT OVER TO GOD,  HE LOVES YOU VERY MUCH AND WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU.  DO YOU TAKE MEDS FOR YOUR ATTACKS, IF NOT GET ON SOMETHING NOW,,,IT TRULY HELPS....KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS,,,,LOVE AND HUGS,,,,,DAR      

Hi there, Deb~ I wanted to let you know (I know you already know this but...) that we are praying for you~This board is FULL of awesome prayer warriors that LOVE you very much and we are fighting satan off for you and lifting you in prayer-constantly. Thats what friends do for one another-and you are a good friend. We have kicked Satans butt and put him in his place in the name of Jesus and he can go back where he belongs.

Family history can be VERY scarey. I know that they found a lump in my breast-and everyone in my family has had cancer and yes, even breast cancer-and I freaked out-but you know what? With all the prayers that were sent out-when I was getting prepped for my surgery and all throughout surgery (I got to stay awake-requested it) I had the most awesome peace of mind I had never experienced in my life before that-and I know it was all the prayers and I know that HE was with me-the WHOLE TIME!!!  They took the lump out-and my surgeon said that there were some cells that, had I waited another 6 months or so-I would have had cancer. That being said-the irony of ALL of it-is that I was 27 yrs old-AND the lump that we could ALL see and FEEL leading to the mammo and ultrasounds-never showed up on either-but rather the one they ended up removing-never felt or never bothered me-I knew afterwards, that was the Lords way of taking care of me-and I know he is taking care of you as well. I love you and IF you need anything, please let us know. We will continue to pray for you!! Love you, Janet