wt loss

I bought my wedding dress this week!  Chad and I are kind of planning next may for the wedding.  I felt so very fat trying on those dresses!  I am a size 10 now, and in a wedding dress I had to go up to a 14W!!!  They had me in tears, but kept calming me down by saying the dresses run small.  I have went through too much to get big again.  I am now counting every little calorie that goes into my mouth, and eating very little.  I had total of 1600 cal yesterday, and today I am right at 1200.  I have to lose this body fat on my back!  I started doing tae bo too for exercise.  I am so tired of watching what I eat, but I guess this is what regular skinny girls do to stay thin.  I am not thin, but according to what I was...I am.  I HAVE to lose 15 pounds before the wedding.  Nothing like trying on wedding dresses to get a girl motivated.  Does anyone have a suggestion?  I am so starved right now!!!   I hope to see you all at village inn on the 24th.

hope to see you after COF too Monday.....anxious to see you . Jan