Up all night

I have been up crying all night. My daughter apprantly thinks she is bi-sexual. i am having a hard time with this. I told her the GOD i serve says that is a sin and that she was not made to be with a woman. I also told her that if she has had no sexual contact with either then how in the world do she think she is like that.well my morning at church was what really got me. me and my boyfriend got to church and their were hardly any cars there. we get inside and i see the associate pastor and not our regular pastor. Ok that explains why no one is here maybe 18 people if that. (im not kidding) i dont think anyone likes to hear him preach. i know i dont to be honest but he read from the book of hosea in the old testament. he kept making refernces to people on myspace who cover ther sins and block people from seeing their sin and i thinking to myself why is he on myspace and what is he talking about. then he goes on and talks about the woman in hosea being a harlot and taking things from other men besides her husband and im like ok then of course he jumps on boys with earrings. im still trying to figure out why is he up here acting like he has never sinned. but im still listening and he goes on then he says (my name)unless you change your ways something about people shouldnt seek gods favor and by this time im like ok why did he just call my name like that is he crazy . by this time i wondering ok god did he just call me a harlot or is he just making a reference cause mind you we are the only black family at this church  so i will probably never know,. well we were talking about it on the way home and my friend said well he called my name too. i said why is it he act like he was calling me a harlot and why was he up there talking about people like that. well tonight my neice called me and told me that my daughter has a blog on myspace that  says she has met this girl and how she is bi and she spent the night with this girl when she was suppose to have been at a party. of course i hit the ceiling cause by this time i have figured out ok the myspace thing he is referring to was my daughter. his wife daughter and mydaughter are friends sot hat explains that part and i guess maybe he is saying im a harlot with harlot kids cause i have a boyfriend and  i left my husband. mind you me leaving my cheating husband should not have made me a harlot. Should it?  i have been up all night crying ,praying an trying to figure out if i should go to the pastor and speak to him after my surgery. mind you for him not to have been at church i know he is sick. he just dont miss church unless it is desparately important. but i am so upset right now. i have half the mind to not go back there then another thing if he was aware of my daughter saying she was bi-sexual why didnt he just do like most people who are suppose to care for others and call me to see if i was aware cause i wasnt.  at one point at church i asked my self does this guy think he is the second coming or something? yes it was that bad. here it is im about to have major surgery and i am sitting here stressed the hell out. lol. i found comfort finally after a bath and the 23 psalms came to me. So i know God is going to handle this one one way or another. maybe i read more into the sermon than he was saying you know i do wear hearing aids so maybe i wasnt hearing right or something. i dunno. but im glad God is who he is. Have a blessed day. Surgery is tomorrow

{{{{hugs}}}}  Sweetie - I'd be more than happy to chat with you about this.   I am a born again Christian and am a certified Reverend through my church and I specifically mentor women (I don't pastor a church; I'm just certified so I can help my pastor by ministering in hospitals, prisons and where God calls me, or where I'm  needed).   I don't think on the board would necessarily be an appropriate place to discuss this,  so feel free to PM me through the board if you'd like. 

Love your child.  Unconditionally.  Whether you believe it a sin or not she is still your child.  I have seen too many families broken up over this.  It breaks my heart.  Sorry, you are having such a hard time right now.  Talk to your regular pastor  when he/she is available.   Maybe the associate pastor was mad because not enough people came? Take care. Kerri

Hugs coming your way!!! Please contact Traci, I know she can help you sort things out. She is full of wisdom. I agree with unconditional love also. You will get through this. Don't always believe what you read on myspace. Kids will say things on myspace journals just to get comments on it. I'm not saying to not take this serious, I'm just saying don't jump to conclusions. Your in my prayers.

Bless your heart, my prayers are with you...just lean on God and your friends..love you...vesta

Thanks to all of you. I do love her unconditionally. i just dont want her to just go with the crowd. i have raised her so far to be a leader dont know why she came up with that one.

Jonda..........Your in my prayers sweetie..for surgery and for the other things you mentioned..... Hang in there with your daughter...And love her no matter what....Keep praying....Hopefully this is just a faze she is going thru...Hugs....Tammy~ammy