One month!

Today is April 16th!  I have my surgery on May 16th!  I'm one month out from surgery and I can't believe it!  The days are just flying by for me.  I thought I was over the fear and nerves, but I was wrong!  When I realized that I'm only a month away, I got totally freaked out.   I have my scope one week from today and that's what got me back on the scared side of things.  Having the scope is the first step towards the end, and that's crazy!  So my scope is on Weds Wild wild wild! I'm doing my gastric bypass speech on Tuesday and I have a rough draft for a compare/contrast essay due on Friday, and I'm going to compare/contrast Lap Band and RnY.  Heck, why waste valuable research time when I've done so much already?! Hope everyone is well and enjoying the nice weather!

  Don't be skeerd...be excited....its the new beginning...besides...they give GREAT drugs for the scope....everything will be fine...how could it not be when you have us??? 

I am also scared.  I think we would not be normal if we were not scared!  This is life changing!  I have to have faith that this is the right choice for me.  Nothing else has worked.  If you need someone to talk to I'm here for ya sister! Meg