SSM DePaul Weight Loss Center
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GOD BLESS YOU TODAY
JAN COOK
Things that are running through my mind are 1.) I'm addicted to food. I think about it all the time and I love the way it tastes and makes me feel. It's a love-hate feeling. But I feel the only way I can physically lose the weight is through surgery. I've yo-yo'd all my life. I just can't do it on my own. I've conquered quitting smoking, quitting drugs (10 ys ago) but I can't seem to conquer my food addiction. I feel like this is the only way out before it gets worse. 2.) Will I be miserable from eating liquids and barely enough food to satisfy me....or does the surgery keep you from having those cravings? Do people gain the weight back? Does your stomach stretch again if you eat too much food? Do you have digestive problems? 3.) I may want to have another child in two years. How will this effect my pregnancy? Will I gain the weight back?
So these are only a few topics that run through my mind constantly. My husband is extremely supportive either way and he will help me every step of the way. I'm a size 26 and lately that is getting tight. At this point I'd be happy to wear a size 12 again. I want this so bad but I'm scared. I think about loose skin, saggy boobs....everything. But nothing is as bad as how I see myself right now.
I heard about the gas pains after surgery. Did you have laproscopic? Did you leave the same day? I would love to be able to go back to work after a week. I work behind a desk so there isn't any strenious activity for me. Plus we really can't afford for me to stay home more than two weeks.
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RNY 02/12/2008
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