Can A Person REALLY Cry ALL Day?

Yep! Yep! you sure can! I seem to have done it....

I called yesterday morning to see where my request for approval stood... so I went thru all my information with the lady and she told me to hold... I was nearly sick to my stomach... but I had told the Lord I was not going to be "devistated" if I was denied again... I would just keep on working at it... I still had a couple of options left to try before ALL was lost...

She came back on the line and said she had my paperwork and she was just trying to read the notes... it took her what seemed like a long long time... I was nearly ready to puke!... how's that for faith!?.... pretty poor I'd say but none the less....

The lady then says it is August 15th you are requesting? ... I did not know what the office had sumitted and she said she was looking at the notes again.... oh my the longest minute and a half of my whole life it seemed...... then.......... she said:

YES! LOOKS LIKES EVERYTHINGS A GO!!!!!!

I bursted out bawling! Seems like every REALLY GOOD thing that has ever happened in my life instead of whooping and hollaring.... I weep! a happy weep but weep it is. I guess I'm just so humbled that something so good could happen to me! I apologized profusely to the lady and told her I had been working toward this end for 2 YEARS and it had been a long haul... she said, "I bet it has"... if she only knew! Then I hung up and cried and cried.... dude I'm crying again! I cannot believe the HUGE burden that seems to have lifted off my shoulders!

How can I EVER thank all of you that have prayed so dilligently! I soooooo thank EVERY one that has uttered a word to our precious Savior on my behalf.

Janet kept telling me she had a good feeling about it this time and I told her I was sure glad she did... I went thru a couple of weeks that I had the most sinking feeling! it was so real! I'm still not quite sure why I was approved but I know the Lord had His hand it it!

Jan doll ~ you have been continual support! She is like Aaron of old that holds up your hands when you can't!

Brenda N. has been right there cherring me on and so many others.... what would I do without you all! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!

Now I'm on to more test... and other pre-op things. The lady at the surgeons office told me she thought about 6 weeks was the normal time from approval till surgery... this will be awesome!!!!! if that's true! There's a "little black book" that all the surgeries are entered in and MY NAME is going to be in it!!!!! BOO BOO BOO YEAH!!!! I said, BOO BOO BOO YEAH!!!!

Love you all "muchy" as Jan says,

bec

boy im sure glad that you finally posted this, i was about to burst at the seams to tell. lol. like a new mother hen with her new chick. We will all be right here beside you the rest of the way. and Hopefully by the middle of next month you will be on the losers bench with the rest of us. Im going over and scope out a good seat for you now. ok...will put your name on it and start polishing it up. lol hang on sweetie you are getting ready for the ride of your life. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Thank you Jesus.

"Momma".... ~tee hee

If I cry one more tear I think my eyeballs are going to wash away!

I knew I better get this done or I would have you to "reckon with" ~ha but I was just trying to wait for that return call... I didn't get it... will send an e~mail.... but have to tell you that the battery on my phone is all wore down now with all the talking I have been doing today!

I really had a good long talk with my youngest daughter, in detail explained it all to her, where I'm at with this... why I am doing it... how far I'm come... my heart about it..... she seems so happy for me and THAT is priceless!

Thank you for wishing me well and I have no doubt you will be right there with me the whole way! How blessed am I?

bec

hey Bec congratsulations now ur on ur way GO GIRL!!!!!

Ah, the power of prayer!  Ain't it amazing?  Congratulations!!!  Your journey has just begun!  Enjoy the ride!  And the guys and girls here are so awesome with their support!

 

Patty

Dearest Bec-

THANK YOU, GOD!!! I just KNEW YOU WOULD BE APPROVED!!! I am doing that baby circle dance-extra, extra, extra....I am surely bustin a move-its been such a long, rough road for you, my dear, dear friend-and seeing this post today-made me cry~ Its funny-cause the package I am sending you-that IS already in the manilla envelope on its way-IS for your surgery!!!!

Weve been polishing your seat for a LONG time...All I know, IS I WANT YOU TO SIT BETWEEN ME AND JAN.....cuz both of us are Jans-and both last names start with C-LOL... (yeah-wait-can anyone else say that?) I will take a picture doing a cheer for you...Oh Bec, I am so overwhelmed for you myself! I can and I do know how you feel. I was denied for over a yr, 4 times. Denied. Until my insurance changed.

This journey is going to be so wonderful for you and as your friend, I CANNOT wait to see you posting your WOWS, your new found health-your changes! Your going to FLY, like an eagle-breeze through it-you have waited for so long for something you have wanted so badly-that I just dont see NOTHIN' STOPPIN YOU NOW!!! WATCH OUT WORLD!!!!

I will continue to keep you in prayer, dear friend!! Love you SOOOOOO MUCHHHHH!!!! Now-Keep Smiling-Keep Shining, Know that we will be here for you FOREVER and MORE! (have you heard that song?) or Walking on Sunshine???? Thats you for sure, huh?

Ok doll-I Love Ya!!!! PLEASE CONSIDER YOURSELF HUGGED!!! Love, prayers and thoughts to you-Love, Janet

Oh Bec, Congratulations!! I know just how you feel. When she told me that I was approved, I asked her 2 more times just to make sure I heard her right & then the tears started rollin'. I am so excited for you. You are one step closer! Before you know it you'll have a date! Congratulations again! WOO HOO! for you! (((((BIG HUGS))))) Angy

Woot Woot,....way to go. I knew you were going to make it. I am glad for you.  Please let me know where and when so I can come see you.

Congrats!!!! 

Marylin

OH PRAISE HIS HOLY NAME!!!!!!!!!!!! I went about a year to get my approval and I cant imagaine 2. But you did it and the LORD works in his timing. YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! That was me sliding over on the bench, making room...sure is fun this side of the surgery and cant wait for you to experience it all. LOVE AND HUGS

Oh I am so excited for you, if I could move very fast I would do a little dance for you..but I can barely move at all so will be thinking it...lol...August, that is close...be here  before you know it..