WHATS HAPPENING WEDNESDAY
Well another election over and done with, I hope everyone voted and I hope that none of us live to have regrets about who they voted for. I thought about voting for one of the others , the independent or one of the other two., because of not really liking either one of the major candidates . it isn’t over yet so I guess it will be awhile before we know for sure. But just hope that neither one of them is as bad as the other party made them out to be .
Joe and I went and voted fairly early but after the people who voted before going to work. So it was quite when we got there.
After voting we came home and started cleaning up the back yard some...cutting down vines and pulling up weeds and stuff.
Cleaned out the iris bed and have some of my rebloomer iris blooming right now...I guess we will get to enjoy them for a few days ,,,the weather starting Sunday will be pretty cold looks like...
Tomorrow I have to get the flowers in the green house set up in theright place so I can still get to the shelves and all..it will be tight in there cause I have so many things that I didn’t want to ruin by the weather. Lol I always hate to see some of the annuals that I planted get frozen...I have some impatients and geraniums that I have had for about 4 years now lol they just keep getting bigger and bigger and I keep putting tthem in bigger pots.
My granddaughter and her hubby and the two little ones came out today...the baby girl saw me and starting smilling saying mimimimi and so I picked her up and she hugged my neck and said wuv you. Lol well I just don’t knowhow or what I can give to her lol . that melted this old heart , lol funny how things like that make you wantto cry doesn’t it?and it just seems like it gets better every time you hear it ,,,
SUGAR:::::::: so glad that you are feeling better. Lol I could just see you relaxing so much that you almost drown...i guess you totally went to sleep. Or into a deep trance.
I will try to get hold of Steve and see if he can get me a ticket...if not I may come and eat lunch with you all anyway...can Rachele do pictures without flash ? sure wish I got your and hers and Teresas eye for photography...we see so much pretty things that I would love to take a picture of and I do but it never looks pretty then
Don’t know what I do wrong but it never looks good ....
Lol yeah it would be great if there was some way to do the protein in a pill...i cant help it I really do like my protein drink,,,now I have done some that are just horrible but I really like the ON...
I do like the Isopure or I could drink it if I had to but to me it needs more flavor to it lol ‘would want to doctor it up...lol
Yeah I always do my first drink after walking when I do...they say it helps build muscle and get rid of fat more..never heard about the banana but you know I have gotten to where I really like bananas now and didn’t before. Wonder why?
I cant believe that Bec can walk that much ...she is a little whirlwind isn’t she...im sure I would be huffing and puffing to keep up with her
Did the dress fit? If you have had it awhile it probably doesn’t....
Talk to you later...
SUSIE::::::::::oh my gosh one more wake up and that is it...whoooohooo...hey everyone Susie is on her way....yippeee....we will be praying for you and you know it. So you wont be alone. God will be watching over you all the time...
The feelings and thoughts are all normal...i remember thinking that when I was at the hospital that morning and I thought well goofy if you were going to change your mind you should have done it long ago...i don’t even remember dr. H coming into see me before surgery. Cause I was asleep...they gave me something to relax and that is the last I knew. ...next thing I knew I was waking up and knew something had happened to my belly at first I thought did I have a baby and then I remembered lol stupid ole woman...
So don’t worry it is major surgery but Dr H will take really good care of you...
KAREN:::::::: I use(ON ) PROTEIN POWDER... I get it at food 4 less but you canget it online at different web sites ......i pay 41 dollars a 5 pound jug that is including tax. So if you find it on line somewhere as lond as even shipping and stuff equals less that would be good. I do more drinking than eating too. I just cant get enough food down to keep me feeling good.
I make my smoothies with one scoop of slenda, 8 oz of milk, I use lactaid , and a big handful of frozen strawberries. And blend it to a thick shake consistency. Then add my scoop of protein and Zap it a couple of time, if you beat protein powder too much it will foam.... that is what I do two times a day...early morning I take a scoop of protein powder and put it into my big mug and using ho****er out of the tap mix that up but use only enough water to make sure it is mixed. It is fairly thick. Then I pour in hot coffee and a little flavoring of some sort...like the sugar free coffee creamers.
Is the Adkins premixed? Sounds like it . is it good? I don’t think I have ever tasted that one. I would think if it is atkins it would be good.
Oh good to see you on the board...
Is Angie ok? Haven’t seen her on the board in a few days. Other than her post about clothes.
MOSWEETIE::::::::::::lol sounds like you are like the rest of us about wal mart...it is very seldoms that I can go in there and get out for less than a hundred dollars...never know how that happens too hope you will soon either do your profile or at least let us know something about you....we really like to know everyone but you are welcome here no matter what ok? Just know that the re are some awesome people on here..
DEBBI D::::: sorry that hubby is feeling under the weather. Did you get him to the doctor? I hope he is ok ...
Joe seems to be pretty good ...he said his pain level was about a 4 or 5 and he did some stuff around the yard today but he was ready to go to bed by 7 too. When he got his final shot in the series it seems it makes him really tired and sleepy...
Yeah he is one sweetguy , don’t know how I got so lucky with him,..God gave him to me really...lol
Michele is doing so very very good. But please keep praying that she doesn’t backslide or what ever you would call it...she is making me so happy that I am almost giddy.
I keep telling her how much I love her and how proud of her I am,
SHEILA:::::::::::so glad that you got your pain pills refilled...how did the four hours of work go? Hope it didn’t make you hurt more.
Will hope and pray that you take care of you and get to come to the =meeting this month,...
Lol you got to be kidding me about me having any ideas about how to stop losing? I never have made it down low enough yet to want to stop losing lol...
I think the idea is to eat some of the things that we haven’t been able to have before but in moderation.
:LOU::::::::::is there anyone on here that can or will shrink down Lou picture ? lol I just think you are way to pretty to be hiding behind a cartoon. Besides I have a hard time talking to a cartoon lol ...the compliments were real so get use to hearing them soon they will be coming from everywhere.
BEC::::::::::: That’s cool thatPaul likes the sugar free stuff that you are making. Did he know it when you gave it to him ?
So are you losing your grip on the dogs in the neighborhood” that is funny did they think you were going somewhere ?
We are hoping that several of you up in that area will come to our Christmas party down here would be so great for you to come.
Im like you about the not allowing myself to not like the protein. I know it has be be done so might as well enjoys it.
JEANINE:::::::: lol well the life after surgery is a lot better than the liquid diet. ...at least you get to eat. After the first couple of weeks.
I know you are going to be just really great at the real thinki...
Oh no on the ex husband .. that is never good even when the divorce was good
I know it was a shock to hear from him., just be glad that he cant hurt you any more , never again,
Girl we are all glad to me on this journey with you. Wish I could do more.
Wow sexy fun grandparents huh >????? That is great will have to remember than one .
Thanks for the compliments.
JANET:::::::: have you heard any more from Crista or her mom? Man this is some junk going around huh....
Well im glad that you and Sugar decided that I had leftmyself open too much with the weird comment . and left it alonge.
Yes if you all come to see about the car you be sure and call me...we will rush up tto
Forsyth to see you all. Or you can some down here either one. ...
Michele did come to a meeting once not to long ago but I think she was still getting her head on straight.
Thanks for keeping her in your prayers.
Joe is doing much better today than yesterday.. so that is about all you can hope for right now...but
I have been watching him and keeping him busy without him overdoing it. That isn’t easy.
SHANNON”””””””””’ gas down he Springfield is down to 1.93 in some spots.
Hope you are feeling better from your episode last nigh. Man don’t you just hate that sort of stuff. Get you some papaya tablets everyone swears by it
Oh that is a bummer than you wont be at the COF Christmas party...sure wish you could have been there....
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GOD BLESS YOU TODAY
JAN COOK
everything will be ok...we all go thru this rite be4 surgery....i finally just told my self if it was my time 2 go it wouldnt matter if im having surgery or at home it will be my time 2 go...i even did go as far as writing the goodbyes letters just in case.... but ur in Gods hands u will be great
see u on the bench
love n hugs
Sheila
Susie since you will be on your way to surgery in the morning thought i would respond to you now....
Your not abnormal in fact if you werent a little nervouse or scared i would be worried about you....but as Sheila said we have to think of it as if it time for God to call you home then it would happen standing in the middle of your living room or on the operatiing table...i also thought of it as this way it was a win win situation....if die on operating table and go to heaven it is a win, if come thru surgery with a new body it is a win.,,,thus a win win situation. lol it helped me...know that we are all praying for you ..you WILL be ok love and hugs from all of us and we are getting your spot all ready ...
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JAN COOK
Thought Id drop in and say howdy while Im having my coffee.....
Then Im headed to the hospital to see my lil Princess....Hopefully the results for the test they run on her will be back today so we know more about what's going on..... She is doing some better...At least her cough has slowed down a bit to where she can eat and rest a little.... About all we can get her to eat is the kiddie sandwhiches from subway... And they think we are nuts lol lol....All she wants on it is mayo, tomatoe and black olives....But if it will get her to eat they can just give us wierd looks lol lol....
I was so proud of her....She will be 4 Sunday and when they took her blood and even when they done the IV she only whimpered a little!!....She cried when she first knew she was going to have to have it done but I talk to her and told her is she was really still they could do it fast and only have to stick her one time and then it would be over with. And told her if she done really good I would go get her balloons to decorate her room. The first thing she said when she got back to the room from getting her IV in was... Nan...I don't see any balloons...Don't you think you should run get em...LMBO!!!
And hopefully Ada's meds kick in good soon and she starts feeling better.... As Janet mentioned I had dropped her off at the Urgent Care while I took Christa to the doctor. She had been really sick vomiting....They said she has a viral infection and gave her 3 different meds to take....But she insisted on staying with Christa cause she was so worried about her....
I am so thankful that medicines have come so far....I have heard stories that in the past young kids died often that got whoopen cough......Doctor seems to think that's what it is that Christa has but it takes 2-3 days to get the test back on it because it has to be sent off...So we wont know till today or tomorrow if it was for sure or not.....
Please keep my lil Princess in your prayers and her momma too....
Jan & Janet....I still have not gotten ahold of Brenda....I even tried a thing online called topix where people post different stuff for their area and still have not had a response as to where she is or if anything has happened...Im mailing her a letter this morning.. And if something happened she did move then it will hopefully get forwarded to where ever she moved too and she will contact me soon.....Will let yall know if or as soon as I hear something.....
Lets keep her and Dennis in our prayers.....It is so strange that I cant get thru on her home phone as well as her cell phones....The messages are as if they all got shut off and she still is not answering any emails......Im really worried about them!!!
Well I wish I had time to respond to everyone but I just got a call and the Princess seems to think it's time for me to come see her lol lol....
Hope you all have a wonderful Thursday....
God Bless each of you....
Luv & Hugs.....Tammy~ammy
Tammy~Ammy
~~~Happiness is being Christa's Nanna~~~
Start~474lbs /Now~285 /Goal~200lbs
Surgery:06~04~07 Total~191 lbs down!
Dear Auntie Jan and OH Peeps~
Good Wednesday morning to you! I thought I had better get this post done as quickly as I can right now-as we are expected to have severe weather on and off-and its not lookin' too spiffy here.... they are even saying possible tornadic activitiy! CRAP! I HATE THAT!!!
Tammys grand-daughter, Christa had a rough night Monday night. They are expecting her to be in the hospital until the end of the week at least-and that is all I know right now. The last text I got from Tammy was that she was relieving Ada for a bit.....I will hear from her today, Im sure-IF she gets signal wherever she is at. Please continue to pray for her lil' princess! And of course, Ada (Christas mom) and Tammy-they could use some peace of mind.
Lets continue to keep Peggy in our prayers, for complete healing! Also-for Deb (pooh). These ladies are family to us-and I sure wish I could be closer to them to help them out with whatever they might need!
I also would like to request prayer for my mother, Donna. She has been having real bad health problems for the past couple of years. She has uncontrolled diabetes too. They have TRIED to get it under control, but its not working AND countless other things wrong with her too. Well, now her kidneys are shutting down. She meets with the specialist on Monday and I wont know any more until that time-BUT....I am TRYING to get her to stay positive and I would appreciate ANY prayers you could send this way for my mother. She has so many things wrong with her-that I just dont know what meds would cause kidney issues and so on and so forth. She has a bad thyroid-and the meds ARENT working that they have her on, trying to get it leveled out-numbers are LOWER now than they were-pre medicated.....she has hbp that even medicated-they are not controlling. They have her on meds for irritable bowel syndrome, she is on insulin-shots AND pills, she has polyps AND a tumor on her stomach and a tumor on her ovary that they will be doing a biopsy on and then countless other medical conditions....ARGH! (Sigh) and I MISS her so much! When I was talking to Renee yesterday, I told her that I think the worst part of not working at the motel anymore-is that I dont get to see my mom or my daughters-and IT STINKS! (and makes me cry to even say it!) I MISS THEM SO MUCH! She has applied for disability-but got denied-I figured it was because they would have to go back almost 2 yrs and they always deny-well, almost always deny a pmt that large in the beginning...she cannot work-she just has too much stuff wrong with her and has been hospitalized several times with the diabetes and such. IF she could get her disability started-she could get a decent vehicle AND...most importantly-get away from Carl. She stays where she is at because she has no money to move-AND nowhere to go....Mike and I have talked about having her live with us-but honestly guys-I LOVE her very much, but we cannot live together-she lived with us a couple of years ago when we first moved her back down here from Minnesota-for 3 months-and it was enough to drive me INSANE!!! So, we really dont want to go there again unless its an emergency situation... Hope that doesnt make me sound like a bad daughter....I love her but cant live with her. So-if you could all pray about her disability getting started-I would appreciate that too-I told her to go obtain a disability attorney and let them take part of the settlement-but it will get it started anyway! Her and I have become pretty close this past year-after years and years of not being close-and I am just not ready to lose my mother! I am selfish, I know-BUT....I WANT MORE TIME! I watched my grandmother give up (and die)-and honestly, I have been watching my mother give up this past year too! Its so hard! Once we buy the property-we have another smaller house behind our garage-right now, its called the "man lodge" and I told Mike that when we buy this-I would move my mom in there OR the kids-will see. I would LOVE to leave it the man lodge and have ALL his stuff in one house!! LOL....the pool table, pinball machine and stuff like that are out there right now-and we havent done anything with it-because its not part of our lease.
Man, this storm coming in has been reaking havic on me! I HAD to stay busy yesterday OR I was going to cry. I HATE THAT KIND OF PAIN-cuz NOTHING works!!! So....I stayed busy-I had to be "picky" about what I did-for instance-couldnt go get wood to stack on the porch OR box up any of Stephs old room, cuz the old bone and joints were having NO PART of ANYTHING remotely close to that the past 3 days-BUT...I did do the glass on my china hutch that my grandma left me when she passed on-I did the glass on the Grandfather clock, and I took down my kitchen curtains and washed them, did one other load of jeans-and hung them outside to dry-it was so windy out here-that it didnt take long at all......I did the inside of my kitchen windows and I have those fancy ones that are suppose to come out so you can wash the outside-but I obviously dont have the college degree you need to figure them out....and I forgot to ask Mike when he got home..... I had just gotten off the phone with my mom and so I was just trying to get my bearings about me and get some praying done and........
Today I have some errands to run-and I am going to have to cover the wood up with a couple of tarps-so that it can stay somewhat dry until we get a couple more rics stacked on the porch. Darrel "forgot" to do it last night after school and I didnt know that Mike had asked him to bring over anymore....Its amazing how he forgets so much-but wouldnt forget a video game! HA!~ So-he doesnt get any video game time today.......We put limitations on their game/tv time-and they usually choose to play video games-BUT....the homework AND chores MUST be done first-and then they only get an hour during the week.
~~When I was talking to Renee yesterday-she said that someone IM'd her-with the screen name of Corbettdc.....well-it WASNT me-and they led her on to believe it WAS ME!!! When she asked what I would be doing for the day and they replied being lazy-she said a red flag went up and she ? them-and guess what? they wouldnt tell her who they were (they DID have quite a lengthy conversation beforehand tho-)....so-PLEASE beware-I DO NOT IM.....Unless someone contacts ME.....Renee and Jan can verify that!!! I just dont-sooooo.....IF someone comes through and they are using MY name-ITS NOT ME......Most of you know how much weight I have lost OR where I started out at-IF you think it may be me-ASK ?S.......I did report it yesterday-but we all know how that goes-I just wanted you to be aware. Let me know IF anyone else has had an issue...
Jon is doing so good in school. We are doing subtraction and he is kicking butt!! I didnt even really have to help him with it-and I thought I would...He has the addition down pat-but I thought the subtraction would give him a little problem-but NO!!! I am so proud of him and how well he is doing!
I NEED to find a dress to wear to Kaylas wedding. I am going to check with the 2nd hand shops-just because I dont wear dresses-I dont want to buy a brand new one! Megan JUST bought me the cutest pair of wedge dressy type shoes that I can wear with a dress and hose OR jeans-so now I just have to find the dress. If I cant find one I like, I am just going to wear a pr of dress pants and a blouse. Would love to find something dress like-since I have a smaller body now-I have a variety to choose from and I dont get many opportunities to wear something dressy-so would LOVE to wear a dress-IF I can find one that wont break me financially right now...so, no more than 2.00-LOL....I dont have a single "blouse" in my closet either-so either way, I HAVE to get something! I have 2 really nice sweaters and then I DO have a couple of tops-but nothing blousy AND the stuff I have-IS TOO BIG! So-then I have a couple of pretty cool tops-IF it were a spring/summer wedding-I could wear them-BUT....its not, so I cant...I would need a blazer or some sort of jacket to go over them-and I dont have that either...LOL....so, you see where Im sitting here.
Well, Im gonna get my repsonses done and get some of my errands done so I can get home and keep working on that list that didnt get all done AGAIN yesterday! Mike just called and said that gas jumped from 1.87 to 2.01 and so told me to go get some gas. Im gonna call a couple of the stations I go to-that are ALL the same distance and see where we stand and then go get some gas before it goes up anymore-it jumped that high in one hour!
**Jan-Oh, the baby girl-she melts MY Heart-I can just imagine what she does to you in person!! Each time you talk about her-it just excites me-that this will be me in a couple of years! I CANT WAIT!
Hope Joe gets relief soon! We wont be looking at that car. We have so much stuff around here that we NEED to take care of first-and then we will see what we have left. The Suburban needs some work and then propane and such-so we just cant do it.....maybe if we get some more stuff sold soon-but.......will see. I applied for a part time job Monday at a loan company and have known the managers for 12 yrs and they have offered me work on several occasions-but each time they have in the past-its been for more than you can make on disability and I am NOT willing to lose my medicare! Too much going on health wise not to have the medical. This time, its part time work-and I am keeping my fingers crossed.....please say some prayers that if its meant to be-it will be. I appreciate it.
Thanks and love ya.
**Deb D-Hows the hubby today? What did the doc say? Hope all is well. He is in my prayers!
Did you have the big political debate last night? Or did you wait since hubby wasnt feeling well?
Have a good day and love ya!
**Bec-Mike was against ANYTHING he thought was low fat or no sugar! I tricked him a couple of times and he loved a couple of things-couldnt believe they were made with Splenda-Your such a good cook anyway-Paul has been blessed with you-I WISH I was more like you in the kitchen, I just dont have the knack! Sometimes I like to experiment-BUT...Honestly-I like trying new things and new recipes more now than ever before! In fact, tomorrow I am making a new honey/sesame chicken, for the guys. Hope they like it.
How did your day go yesterday? Hope you didnt overdo it. Miss ya. Will talk soon. Love ya.
**Deb (pooh)-Love you girl. PLEASE take care. Please let me know if there is ANYTHING I can do for you-even if its just listening!! Miss you, know you havent been the same in awhile-and I hope that you are finding pain relief AND peace of mind. Your on my heart a lot lately. Love ya and praying for you AND your family!
**Renee-after hearing how "lucy" went and registered the kids at Walmart-and how SHE was going to pick who gave kayla away and raised a stink cuz it was you-I just want to come beat her into the ground....she is pretty ballsy-she has NO LIFE obviously-cuz she just has too much time on her hands to be making all those phone calls and registering the kids at walmart and stuff like that! Im not sure that "I" will be able to keep my mouth shut IF she starts on Kaylas wedding day-this day is KAYLA and LEES-not Lucy the B's!!!
Im So Sorry your going through that-and I wished we lived closer too-heck, I wish we could walk together and do our errands and shopping and stuff together! Im getting pretty lonely out here not seeing or talking to anyone during the day-Poor jon!!! LOL....
**andy-hows the leg? Praying that its better!
**sugar-did you find any good bargains last night? How are you feeling today? Hope all is well and love ya.
**Sheila-how did work go? You doing okay? Miss you! Love ya.
**Jeanine-your forgiven....Im sorry I missed your call the other day...you didnt leave a message tho-did you? If you did-my phone didnt register it...which would be no surprise-its a POS...I will be praying about the situation with your ex....I love you, thinking of you and hope all is well with you!
**susie-Your in our prayers!! Please have Lynette let someone know so they can post for you! WOOO HOOOO you will be on the bench with us tomorrow!
**mosweetie-Hello. Hope you have a good day!
**Peggy-Hope your better. Love ya and praying for you!
**Tammy V-Love you and praying for you! PLEASE take care!
**Tammy H-Love you and praying for you too! Keep me posted about the kids!
Well, I am off.....like the races, only in slow motion. Need to go get something out of the freezer for dinner and run my errands. Hope you all have a good day and that your safe in the storms! Love and prayers-Janet
Good Wednesday Morning My Dear Missouri,
Daaaaaang it was windy out there walking this a.m.! But I loved it! All six dogs this morning! One is a bad boy! Jumps up on me nearly every day and scratches the heck out of my arms! I had to give him a bip this morning! ~ha It didn't even phase him!
I am going to have to look up the story on the Pied Piper ..... I have forgotten what it was about?
Sugar ~ I got some "nanna's" yesterday when I went to the store ....and will try and get my protein shake in as close to that as possible after I exercise... too much all at once right now...
I made myself some chicken salad for today will see how I tolerate that. I made it with grapes, celery, water chestnuts, minced onion, light miracle whip, splenda, salt and pepper.... I think it is going to be good.
Also made a pot of stew for Paul with some leftovers ... it is to only be 49 on Friday I think? There's even slushy winter mix in the forecast!
Mimi ~ I sure hope Mr. Joe is feeling better in his back and that your next appt. at the hematologist yields a good report!
I wish I could say I "enjoy" the shakes but I am doing well to "tolerate" them... ~ha
Susie~ I'm so excited for you! I am praying that you have even a better time of it than I did! You have done so fantastically well on the liquid diet!
Sheila ~ how did your part day at work go? I'm glad you got a bit of help at the Drs. Am praying each day that every need you have is met!
Renee ~ Wow a size 18.... I'm just approaching 24's. Sounds like the wedding is keeping you very busy...I hope it will be all you all want it to be.
Karen ~ Never had the Adkins brand of protein either.... will have to give it a try sometime.
Debbie D. ~ I'm so sorry that David is sick and hoping he is on his way to better already! It seems so much harder for men to be sick.
Andy ~ Wow buddy you sure have had your share of trials! I'm so sorry about your leg! Man I sure pray this is the last of troubles you will have! I too am praying for your wife. That she will be able to have the surgery and that she will enjoy much much better health too!
Jeanine ~ I am thinking of you every day and praying that you will continue to not be severely pestered with the liquid diet... it sounds like you are doing wonderful! I'm real happy for you!
Janet ~ I'm sorry Jon is not feeling well. My goodness lady you are a busy beaver! I don't know if I could get those rowdy neighborhood dogs to stay still long enough to get a pic with them all... they come and go... but maybe will have Paul try and get one soon. I am praying for Tammy~ammy and her family.
I found some Dreamfields pasta while I was out yesterday and got the spag, rotini, penne, and elbows.... I am going to make something with them when the girls are home for the holidays since I can only have a taste anyway...
Has anyone heard how Brenda and Dennis is doing?
{{{Deb}}} I'm so glad that everything is ok with Lisa... having babies can be very scary but oh the joy that comes when they make their appearance!
Hope you are feeling a bit better today and are encouraged in all the wonderful things of the Lord! I got a vice yesterday to crack my wal~nuts and hickory nuts too.... it is a drill press vice and I think it is going to work just peachy!
Well the dryer is calling my name so better get it attended to and I have to get out there and wash my pots... this is to be the last nice day... also have to go to the "upper room" for some things too.... need to get to the mail box with some cards and letters too... boy is it easy for a day to go by so fast!
Peggy my dear friend, you are most certainly in my thoughts and prayers today!
I pray everyone has a wonderful rest of the day!
bec
jan and OH peeps tks for all you say.....my 4 hrs was okay but since its a handicap workshop n i worked with 1 hand i prob made 2 bucks a hr but it felt good to get out of the house n back to the living. i have been so bored......i figured i would gain weight n im sill losing n dont wanna lose any more, even been drinking pop n eatting candy n carbs,,,i kno its crazy but i cant afford 2 lose more really.....never thought this would happen and im kinda worried now.....miss everybody
love n hugs
Sheila
