Pretty sure I broke my tool, anyone else fall off the horse and successfully got back on?

I had my RNY Oct 8/13 and since December of this year I too have gained 30 lbs. I have had my vein stripped in my leg which kept me sedentary for almost a month and I dislocated a finger playing volley ball on my dominant hand. 8 months ago and I still don't have function in my hand. They want me to take Gabba Pentin. I don't feel like I am in pain, tried taking for 3 months gained weight and felt like crap, brain foggy so I weaned myself off. During this time I also dabbled a Pepsi here and a Pizza slice there. September is here and I am hoping it means I can fall forward and push through this. Good luck to you and thank you for posting it was nice to know I wasn't alone and others are struggling as well.