What's on your Wednesday Menu?

Happy Hump Day Gang. Halfway through another week. I'm back in the scale house today and tomorrow and I'm a bit disappointed in the condition it is in. I know the plant manager had a talk with the scale attendant, but apparently some of things discussed fell on deaf ears. It is in the same condition as it was when I first started covering it back in June if not a bit worse. Maybe it's me, but I wish people would take some pride in their workplace and keep it clean. Today will be spent recleaning and discussing it with the plant manager.

QOTD: Do you ever just want to throw your hands up and say why do I even bother? Lately that's how I've been feeling about a lot of things. I think I'm doing something good or helping someone out and I end up getting nothing but grief about it or that I didn't know enough. It's just all disheartening and sometimes like a slap in the face.

B: coffee and a corn muffin which I will probably regret later LOL
L: leftover burger and fries from yesterday (I didn't get the pot roast)

D: not sure I have to see what I feel like having when I get home

Hitting the Y for some weight machines and the hot tub. I feel like I need to soak.

Have a great day everyone!!

Good mornin y'all.

not much happening today. I'm at a loss for words on a lot of things. I saw the diabetes educator and got a bit of bloodwork done. They are unwilling to change anything. They never listen to me and treat me like a stinkin child. Pain is bad too. I figured out my spinal cord stimulator is causing me a lot of pain on my right flank area. So that's turned off and I get to talk to the folks on that next week. Another practice in frustration.

QOTD: every. day. I never do things good enough or the "right way" for my mom. I don't know why I bother. things to be my fault all the time. I asked for a favor just this morning. Something she'd easily do for my brother...she'd fall all over herself to help him. She lent the money for a freaking whole house but won't let me do what's left of my dental bill, who is fixing to start charging interest. Made a big deal of it. I had offered to get official paperwork done up to make sure I pay her back. Nope. Guess if I had a penis I would of lucked out.

food is terribly unplanned today.

I guess I was always around people that I appreciated and that appreciated me. It was always easy for me to laugh off people like the scale attendant. But I was never the person who had to clean up after them. I do have some memories of planned arguements but it was social not at work. My favorite thing to say at the top of my voice, "Don't make me raise my voice". It got their attention and the issue would be resolved.

The pool and hot tub always fixed most tension and I did that several times a week. Enjoy and dont let other people live rentfree in your head. Have your husband meet you at the Y and go out for a nice meal after exercise.