And the anxiety begins
So i have a surgery date of July 2. And yesterday was my mandatory pre-op 2 hour class. I still have 1 more appointment on the 26 which i guess i can call my pre-op appointment and concent signing. What's freaking me out is that today all my paperwork is being submitted to my insurance company and eventhough the office manager does not forsee a problem with all my paperwork, I feel like they will still wont approve me. I have this nasty gut feeling about it and i cant shake it. I want to stay positive and not really think about it but it's a feeling i can't shake. Please keep your fingers crossed. thanks
I think it's normal. Mine is scheduled for the 25th of this month and I had a crazy worry too. Even though I'm on the pill, my TOM has been a few days early the last few months, this month it wasn't and I was convinced that somehow I managed to get knocked up right before surgery and it would never happen because if I have another kid, I'll never be able to afford the surgery again, etc, etc. It's amazing the stuff your mind can start doing. Luckily everything was just right on schedule this time. I think with something this big that finally gives you some real hope of a healthy life, it's easy to worry about something stepping in and taking it away from you.
Omg u and I are on the same boat I'm scheduled for 6-27 and my status is pending w / my insurance co... I've give soo much blood for tests, so many appts w/ the cardiologist and the 3 month diet!! I'm mentally worn out...I even did pre-admission stuff for ths surgery this week!!! I'm tired but I'm hanging in there!!! Still eating right and exercising to relief the stress...