NSV -- Easter
In the past years I've never worried about what I was going to wear for family holidays. If I was attending church I might give it some thought, but for the most part, I was just as likely to show up at family gatherings in jeans and an everyday t-shirt or top as I was to dress up, and dressing up meant finding something I already had in the closet that was a little nicer, and putting on makeup.
The past few days I've been mulling over what to wear for Easter, and not with the dread I used to suffer, but with a bit of excitement (hoping it's warm enough to wear one of my new short skirts and my new polka-dot blouse).
I can't even believe I'm typing the words "new short skirts" in terms of something to put on my body.
Dear Sleeve: I LOVE YOU.
I'm jealous of your waist. That's what made me think I was fat when I was 5'7" and weighed 120 pounds--I somehow thought if I lost five pounds I'd have a waist. Television, movies and Barbie convinced me that a waist was EVERYTHING. Yes, I wanted boobs, too, but honestly, given the choice, I'd have taken a waist.
The only bad thing about having a waist, even now, is my hip bones are HUGE. I've got them child bearing hips. So they stick out like I'm an Ethiopian, even though I have a bit more to lose. lol God forbid my hubby decides to slap me on the butt as I walk by. We're BOTH in pain by the end of it. haha I'm losing all of my boobs now. I'm putting money aside for a lift and implants. I never wanted implants, but I'm willing to make an exeption now.
LOL! I'm thinking about you and your hubby both in pain. And, ouch.
My bra is the same one I bought after I'd lost forty or so pounds. It has light foam padding which supported and shaped my boobs.
Now it is mostly hollow. But it holds the shape. So, I look great in clothes, like I have boobs, only I don't. I haven't made it to a bra store yet, but eventually I'm going to go and buy padded bras that make me look like I do in this bra. Cheaper than implants, and I don't care how I look nekkid. My husband isn't a boob man. He's a leg man. (Fancy that!)
And I never plan to wear a bikini again in my lifetime, which is why I don't care. Otherwise, yeah, I'd be standing in line for that surgery, too!
As I've said elsewhere, I have a certain amount of disposable income and very few things I'd be willing to go into debt for. And a trip to Europe vs a boob job? Europe, here I come!