Embarrassing NSV
I've never told this to anyone, but I hope you guys get it.
So in the morning, when I go to the bathroom and I'm cold I developed this habit of sort of holding my panni with my left hand under it, to keep my hand warm. Yeah.. seriously, don't ask. I don't know why I do this. It's sort of weird and embarrassing.
TODAY, however, my panni did not cover my hand. I've certainly noticed it shrinking, but today was a big old neon flashing sign.
This is an NSV that I will share with no one else :P
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
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I can't remember if I ever did that or not! Ha! I surely could have. Now there's a handwarmer well gotten rid of....Go buy a nice pair of mittens, girl!
goal!!! August 20, 2013 age: 59 High weight: 345 (June, 2011) Consult weight: 293 (June, 2012) Pre-Op: 253 (Nov., 2012) Surgery weight: 235 (Dec. 12, 2012) Current weight: 145
TOTAL POUNDS LOST- 200 (110 pounds lost before surgery, 90 pounds lost Post Op.diabetes in remission-blood pressure normal-cholesterol and triglyceride levels normal! BMI from 55.6 supermorbidly obese to 23.6 normal!!!!
The worst part is looking down and seeing GRAY HAIRS. Yikes. Didn't know there were so many of those suckers.

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Height: 5'-7" HW: 449 SW: 392 GW: 179 CW: 220

What shall I return to the Lord for all his bounty to me?
I will lift up the cup of salvation and call on the name of the Lord, I will pay my vows to the Lord in the presence of all his people. Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of his faithful ones.
O Lord, I am your servant; I am your servant, the child of your serving girl. You have loosed my bonds. -- Psalm 116:12-16
Oh, girl! I remember the first time I looked down in the shower and could see... umm... "all" of myself. It was a mind trip!
VSG 7/1/13 with Dr. Jack Rutledge 28 y/o female - 5'10" - HW: 298 - GW: 174 - SW: 290 (-8) - M1: 262 (-28) - M2: 247 (-15) - M3: 235 (-12) - M4: 228 (-7 ~First Stall: almost 2 wks~) - M5: 218 (-10) - M6: 209 (-9) - M7: 199 (-10) Onederland on 1/31 - M8: 196 (-3) 100 lb total loss on 2/2 - M9: 192.6 (-3.4) - M10: 188.6 (-4) - M11: 182 (-6.6) - M12: 175.6 (-6.4) - M13: 173.8 (-1.8) CW (7/8/15): 167 - GOAL reached in 1 Year and 25 Days! - TOTAL WL - 131 lbs
I've always carried my weight elsewhere... *cough* behind *cough* so I can't relate to your particular hand warmer situation... But... Butt... At least you were alone when you had your embarrassing moment of realization.
Yeah... I bent over in front of my hubby and his hand snaked out to physically point out the gap between my thighs. We had company at the time. BWAHAHAHA