Positive Inspiration needed

Thank you all, and i did pick the saying in my signature to keep me focused on what was most important. It is a tough journey from the very get go, for the rest of our lives. I am grateful for all of u

All normal thoughts that you're having.  I did the same thing FOR MONTHS.  With me, every negative I came up with (like the most severe - death), I would come up with a response - just like you did - but I'm cutting my life short anyway due to my morbid obesity. 

Finally, it just became clear to me what decision I had made.  Then I just said, no looking back.  What happens, happens and that's my new normal.

So far - so AMAZINGLY WONDERFUL.