holidays coming up and i feel lost

Sorry if this getts long ok im feeling really stressed and tired just not sleeping well. I like the holidays and all but just so much going on . My baby turns two on thanks giving. I decided i was not buying for the grown kids only the babys moneys tight and i have 4 kids of my own and two step kids [lus with my baby brothers and sisters and neices and neifews its just to much. for the most part my oldest and adopted daughter understand but my middle daughter she is a drama and will get mad rheres nothing i can do. plus im in the middle of a bad fibro flare so i feel like crap. i see the shrink again today hope she gives me the ok. My main worries is i go in for endoscope in jan. and as long as everything is ok will have surgery after that concerned they wont be able to do it also worried it will come in march i wont cancel but my new grandson is due in march and my daughter just keeps pointing out how she wont be able to help me because shell have two kids of her own to take care of. just need to get this all out thanks loretta

I am so so sorry to hear your going through all this loretta. I know the holidays can be very hard especiallly with budgets that are tight. Mines even tighter now dhe to losing my job yesterday, so i can definetely relate!
I pray that everything will get better for you and that your fibro will also not hurt u as much...hugs!

thank you guys you made me cry im so sorry to hear about your job I hope it wasnt because of the surgery ive been there its so scary i think your in a worse place then me and your in my prayers. Loretta

Allow God to wrap his arms around you!!!

thank you thank you i need that