HELP..I've "fallen" & I can't get up!!!

 My regain happened over three months when I did not weigh myself at home.  After I got the scale out from under the bed and started using it every morning, I stayed the same.  The regain has been really hard to lose, but I am taking it one day at a time.

I am beginning my 3rd year and have gained 55#, well 50 now since I lost 5# this week. I am so mad at myself, I am on a different medication and I feel like it is acting like steroids or something, I am so out of control, physically and mentally. I had lost 175 and am hoping I can control this before it is too late, ,guess I have no good words for you since I cant do it, but I wake up everyday knowing I can do it.