I declare today a mental health day....long post.....dont read!!!!

Pastor di
on 6/2/09 12:50 am, edited 6/2/09 1:10 am - DALLAS, TX
Greetings to all my family and friends....  I have not been on the board in a while...I apologize for that.  I started back to work a few weeks ago and it has been a great struggle for me...Mentally  and physically...everyday a new opposition, something else to deal with, something else to oppose, something else to just get on my last sanctified nerve.....But all in all God is in control and he is definitely GOOD ...all day, everyday and in every way.

I declared today my very own mental health day.  di has got to lasso in all this stuff and make some sense out of it.  I dont know about you , but sometimes I just find myself aimlessly going through the motions of events but not really being there or wanting to be there. 

I realize where the root of the problem lines...Today I am taking this time to work on the root of the problem....I expect success..

I hate my job, dont want to be there but I am there...I will deal with this today... It has a purpose and I need to redirect my focus to the purpose in order to appreciate it.

I hate my pannus...I have to redirect my attention and find the source that is going to help me make this change in my life, so I can make other changes...

I have other issues....I will work through them all one by one ...

So I have taken a break..not to fool around and chill but to gird myself up and handle my business so I can be productive and be who God called me to be...SO I can be a useful vessel for the Lord.

I want to say I have missed a lot on the board. I thank God for those that have kept me a breast to important issues and know that I pray for the people that are on this forum all the time.  I definitely pray for those I call friends, and those I call family and for all issues that come before me..whether health, death, or anything else....I am in prayer for you.

I want to say hello and welcome to the newbies....I wish you much success on your journey.   Those just coming out of surgeries....I pray for your healing and success.   I miss my friends...I am blocked at work....at home trying to get here see about the grand child and make sure my mom is ok and then homework and of course  my other sideline... (boppin') but the grand is about to be gone ...I dropped the dread alegebra class for the time being....The physical fitness class is going to kick my behind but I realize in the long run it will be very beneficial I am learning alot...not physically doing anything but learning alot.
At any rate I know that I am yet in another transition...God is yet at work in my life.....I will soon be 50 and I declare my latter shall be greater than my former....I have not lived yet...just existed...but I am looking forward to my future......So taking a mental health break today may be the first step to preparing myself for the blessings that are coming my way.

I love you all...thank you for being my friends and be blessed..


I did not proof this so forgive all errors and read my heart.

di

 
 
 

Dalexis
on 6/2/09 12:53 am - Brooklyn, NY
Good morning, Di. 

I read your post and can sympathize in some respects.  Consider yourself hugged by lil ole me. 

"When Alexander saw the breadth of his domain, he wept for there were no more worlds to conquer."   Plutach.  Not true, for there are always more worlds to conquer.

www.myspace.com/dalexis863

Pastor di
on 6/2/09 12:57 am - DALLAS, TX
Thanks D, I have much love for you!

 
 
 

Kim B.
on 6/2/09 12:55 am - OH
...and I really did read it all!  Hope things get better soon, looks like you have gotten things started in the right direction.  Just knowing that you have work ahead of you to get things in order will pave the way to those blessings that are sure to come.

The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate. - Oprah Winfrey

    

Pastor di
on 6/2/09 12:58 am - DALLAS, TX
Amen!  Kim !  Thank love you much  (kisses and hugs)

 
 
 

Faith *
on 6/2/09 12:59 am
  ((((Di)))))

People are so worried about what they eat between Christmas and the New Year, but they really should be worried about what they eat between the New Year and Christmas. ~Author Unknown

(deactivated member)
on 6/2/09 12:59 am
Man o' man... This is a long post.  I wish someone had warned me not to read it beforehand.
Kells .
on 6/2/09 1:30 am - MI
I know you not talking those Saga post you be putting up.........
(deactivated member)
on 6/2/09 1:46 am, edited 6/2/09 1:46 am
Actually that was a jab at Pastor Di based on her title: "I declare today a mental health day....long post.....dont read!!!!"  She and I go back like that so she knows I'm just joking when I do that.

But ter rumm...
 
Since your wheels are over there squeakin', Newbie, I guess you're looking for some kinda lubrication huh? 
Kells .
on 6/2/09 2:33 am - MI

Awwww you are going to make me cry   <<
I thought I told you to scold me in private next time...lol

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