The Embarrassment of Weight Gain, What to Do, What to Do

I know Babe...it sucks

Lee u look great.  I have gone threw the same thing. I liked myself better  at my thinnest.  Most people think that I am still losing. No one is really paying as much attention we do to our self's. We have to or we will lose control. Go to the party and have a ball. U R and inspiration to me.

Thanks Deman

I will go and I don't know if I will have a great time but i'm about to leave the house and I feel pretty good in my outfit so that is good. 

I will let you guys know what happens, and how I handle it.   I will try to be gracious.

I do hear you surgery sis I am in the SAME boat you are and I don't want to ride LOL I work with a girl who lost 90 pounds on her own at the same time I HAD SURGERY and she gained since then 60 pounds back I was like OMG my supervisor had surgery a yr before me she gained 50 back and the people are talkin I gained 19 and I know they are talkin momma always said who care who talks about you but in this case wow that is why I am off to excercise class at 4 I gotta leave all the sweets alone that is my down fall my trainer told me I am killin myself working out hard then go home and eat junk WHY do I do it ???????????? An I am invited to a black and white ball next weekend have the perfect dress I wore one time 2 yrs ago and it don't fit gotta go to a wedding in a month and I want to wear this dress I wore 2 times and I can't zip it up OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP

It sucks so badddd.   I am so ready to get this weight off,  I have been trying for 2 years now and nothing, I just keep getting fatter.  The running helped me go down 2 pant sizes but i'm stuck again.   

I am going to workout when i'm traveling but not crazy like I do at home.   When I get home I am going to be like a freaking missle and my target will be my fat.