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yES, I DO FEEL MORE VULNERABLE. I KNOW I WAS PLAYING WITH MY SON (5'11 AND 270LBS) WHEN i WAS 265, WE WOULD PLAY AROUND AND I COULD HOLD HIM DOWN. NOW, HE PICKS ME UP, FLINGS ME AROUND THE ROOM WITH LITTLE EFFORT OR JUST THROWS ME OVER HIS SHOULDER...I FEEL SO WEEK THINKING DANG IF I NEEDED TO TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS, COULD I? GOOD THINK I CAN SWING A MEAN BAT..I WILL BUST A FOOL IN HIS HEAD BEFORE I LET 'EM BEAT ME, LOL
God is good all the time!!

Gastric Bypass Dr. Troy La Mar 03/12/08
Anchor Cut, Extended Tummy Tuck Dr. Pearlman D. Hicks 12/17/10
Starting weight 265, Goal Weight 130, Current Weight 145.


Gastric Bypass Dr. Troy La Mar 03/12/08
Anchor Cut, Extended Tummy Tuck Dr. Pearlman D. Hicks 12/17/10
Starting weight 265, Goal Weight 130, Current Weight 145.

I feel very vulnerable now. My size was a protection device and my brother told my momma one time, if I eva come home saying that someone beat me up then I need a whoopin because I was strong as a mule. LOL My hubby and I love to wrestle and I used to be able to hang with him, now he just uses 1 hand and can push me across the bed.
I have no strength now and feel that I couldn't hang if I had to really fight. My hubby likes being able to toss me to and fro though. 


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At 386 - I would buck up to ANYBODY - I had ONE good time at 186 of getting THROWN the HELL around by a stripper at a party - had to reevaluate my 'Buffalo Stance'..... now I talk **** AS I walk away - before it was talk **** WITHOUT walking away...... LOL!!!!!
At 386 - I would buck up to ANYBODY - I had ONE good time at 186 of getting THROWN the HELL around by a stripper at a party - had to reevaluate my 'Buffalo Stance'..... now I talk **** AS I walk away - before it was talk **** WITHOUT walking away...... LOL!!!!!
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Yes, I have had to show my daughter('4'11, 113lbs) a little tough love. She now wants to wrestle me...I have to really put more effort into whipping(we are playing) her behind. She is very athletic and likes boxing, track etc...so she is very fit. I also have to fight/wrestle with the shopping carts at the market, especially when they are full, can't turn or maneuver it like before.