Changing my plans and focus
I found out this weekend that my hearing to keep my insurance will be on 8/28. Since I had been scheduled for surgery on 9/11, but have yet to get approved, things look grim. It is 99% clear I will lose the insurance unless some job pops up in the next five days. So.......I am trying to change my focus. I am trying to convince myself I can lose weight without surgery (despite 40 yrs of evidence to the contrary). I am telling myself that I can still use you all for inspiration to stay focused on feeding myself in a healthy manner and to exercise regularly. I am telling myself that the loss of my medical support team will not beat me down, that I can do this by myself. Most of all, I am telling myself that one piece of food to soothe this pain and fear will NOT help. -Julie
Okay, so who said a prayer???? It's now 4:30pm here and I just got a call from the place I most want to work and they will interview me TOMORROW!!!!! A BIG perk comes with this job, which I won't say lest I jinx the whole thing, but it will crack you all up. Cross all fingers toes and other hanging appendages at 3:45pmEST Tuesday.
-Julie
Aaaahhhhhhhh the power of prayer! How cool! You deserve this break and before you know it, you'll be on the operating table!! You are soooooooooooooo right about comfort food being the answer. Look where thats gotten you so far!
Just the fact that YOU said it instead of one of us pointing it out to you is huge! You'll do fine and we are all behind you! HUGS
