Hi
Erin,
Congratulations on your surgery date! I read your profile and I can totally relate! I always felt like the biggest person around, and often still do, but the other day I was at Wal-Mart, and I just felt normal. It was really nice. My skinny friend at work now makes a point of pointing out to me everyone I am now smaller than (hey, you are smaller than Mary and Marlyne now - two chick *****ally annoy me and were very negative about the surgery). It has been 4 1/2 months for me now, and I have lost 97 pounds and gone from a 32 (or whatever the biggest size in the store was) to a 22 Tommy Hilfiger jeans. I feel like I look the same, but my cheekbones, collarbone, knees and shins are all clearly visible now, I don't have to dig for them! I was worried I would be wrinkly underneath, but so far I am not. I started with a BMI of 53.9, and now I am a 38, which means that, since I have no health problems at all, I would probably not even qualify for surgery if I went to the doctor now. I am so glad I did this, and, truthfully, I don't miss food at all. I can eat whatever I want, in small amounts. I ate Thanksgiving dinner, mostly stuffing, which has always been my favorite, and I didn't feel denied. I even had a chocolate chip cookie a month ago. This truly was the best thing I ever did, I just wish I could've done it when I was younger, then I may have realized my dream of marrying Snoop Dogg.
Carrie