I am so sorry to hear that your baby has cancer and there is nothing left to do for her. I know the helpless feeling you must have now. Like Dar said, I am sure she knows that you did everything you could for her, and all she wants now is for you to be there, just like you always have, to love her and tell her its ok. I wish there were something I could say to make it easier for you, but there is never a word comforting enough for something like this. I will say a prayer for Belle... Desirae

Cathy, I am so sorry to hear that, I wish I could just hug you now,Belle must know that you are her dear friend and that you have tryed to help her in every way.If you need to you can e-mail me .Much love Darlilly

Desirae, You are getting up there in #s too.I live in the country, on a crossroads, so people drop off kittys.I guess they see the others and think I want 45 or something.I try to give most of the new ones away, but the ones I can`t find homes for end up in my collection.Alot of people have barns so they will take a couple of cats to kill mice .I love the names of your cats, cinderella.Is she cinder colored? thats a good one.I have, Simon ( grey & white huge cat not fat, just massive) Pookie ( all white, with a couple of orange spots and a orange striped tail ) Black Johnny ( Black& white , he brings home dead moles everyday) White legs, looks just like his brother black johnny except for the legs. Joe( big boy,Has extra toes on all fours, I have to put sun screen on his ears , they are all white , and they get all sunburned and the hair falls out,He got bit by a possum 2 years ago and is alittle mentaly handicapped now.He just sits out in the rain for a couple of hours , getting totaly wet.He wont stay in ,he will spend all day at the door trying to get out.So he is an outdoor cat .Blackie(black, extra toes in front) Mr.Norris named after the cat on harry potter, originaly named Mrs., but later much to my neices dismay its a boy tiger tabby . Fury( black face , mostly white body, pookies sister tiny kitty) porkchop( tiny kitty, tortise shell,like a calico only no white and colors all smeared like) Beeper( all black,nieces named her this because she beeps ,when she talks) Orange creamy ( mostly orange tabby with a white face, the only indoor cat I have , she gets bullied , she is too nice.Begs for lunchmeat if she hears anyone going to the fridge) BooBoo kitty ( calico , hangs on the screens trying to get in the house, when let in ,wants to go right out) Teddy rosenfluff( white & grey tabby, we share her with the neighbors, she ran away, then we found her ,she keeps going back & forth by the month.I also feed a couple of other cats , we call them unoffical cats ,they sneak around and don`t like people. All of my cats are fixed.They are all short haired. I warned you that it would take up space. I have always wanted a brown cat, I have only seen one befor, In a magazine.It was very unique looking.I do not go out and buy, or take cats from anyone, because I always get a pile every spring on the lawn. Thanks for bragging , Dar pre-op, I hope I got them all.

I have five cats. Lily, age 3, was taught by her breeder to give kisses. All you need to do to is stick your hand, finger, or face in front of her mouth & she'll start kissing. It is SO adorable! Jasmine, age 6, is known for being an acrobat. She has about an 8-ft vertical leap from standing position. If she runs, she can get even higher. She like to jump up in doorways just to entice the other cats to play. They usually ignore her. LOL Jasmine also does somersaults sometimes when you pet her. We have one indoor/outdoor cat, Kirby, age 1. He was a stray we started feeding about 7 months ago. He brings us presents every day, no matter how much we feed him. Birds, mice, bunnies, he brings them all into our garage & kills them. The funny thing is that I saw on the Animal Planet that cats who bring you their prey are not really bringing you a present, they are trying to teach you how to hunt for yourself. That cracks me UP! Buddha, age 6, doesn't do anything cool, except allow my 3-year-old niece to torture him all day. He likes the attention. He is the only cat that does not hide when she comes over. He is very mischievous though and has had to have 2 surgeries for bowel obstruction because he likes to eat shoestrings. Tripp, age 4, is just a normal cat who likes to be an escape artist. We rescued him from the Humane Society, and he is front-declawed, so every time he gets out we have to chase him down. He likes to sleep on my pillow every night, just above my head. I also have an awesome dog, a 1-year-old Chocolate Labrador. His name is Fudge. He is SO cute, and SO friendly. The cats hate him. LOL OK, it is obvious I live my furbabies. I don't plan to have kids, so I might just keep adding to my collection!

I am so sorry for the loss of your baby. I know how you feel. She will be waiting for you patiently on the rainbow bridge... Desirae