feel like i am getting jerked around

after ranting a little earlier, i decided to email colleen. i just got an email from her saying that she just mailed my file to medicaid TODAY (it was too big to fax). ****** me off cause melissa told me on 2/11 that we had submitted the middle of the prior week. so  i have been nagging medicaid for nothing. now it has been 6 weeks since my consult, where they told me all that was left to do was write my predeterm letter, and we just now submitted. since dr inman is taking march off and is already scheduling into early/mid may, it looks like i wont be having surgery till june. i am trying to stay positive but it is really hard. if they have to schedule me for june, i wont be able to have surgery till after the 14 cause i am in a wedding that day. thanks for letting me vent.

Heidi (( HUGS )) to you. I'm sorry that you have to wait even longer.

deep breaths. i started the process last november, and i'm still over a month away from surgery. the waiting is worth it.