Wednesday and Wows!!!
You only have one life to live, but if lived right, it's the only one you need!




AT GOAL!!
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Never allow someone to be your Priority while allowing yourself to be their Option......
Whenever God Closes One Door He Always Opens Another, Even Though Sometimes It's Hell in the Hallway...
Lord, keep me in your will so I won't be in your way.
"His eye is on the sparrow, and I know he watches me..."
LaChelle,... That is fantastic! Those wow moments do seem to make this struggle all worth it. I'm glad you had a great vacation. Today my husband (big) Mike, and I have an appointment with Mikey's psychologist. We are going to keep his appointments that were set up, to try to figure out some different parenting skills to use with Mikey, as maybe he can help direct us in a better route for a child like Mikey. I'm a little nervous about going it. It's hard to admit that what you're doing doesn't work. I was appalled yesterday, that my scale rose up to 166. But I knew deep down, that the girl scout cookies I'd munched on the day before didn't help. Yesterday was a great day though. I got in lots of low-calories protein, and today was rewarded with a 164. I made a decision that while I'm so stressed out with Mikey, my goal is just going to be to maintain between 160-165. If I stay in that range I will be happy enough. Otherwise, nothing too much is going on here. I will work tonight at Sears. It's a short shift though, only four hours. I can make it. I'm feeling really worn out though lately. Last night, when I didn't work, I went to sleep about 6:30 and slept until this morning at 6am. I guess I needed the rest. I am also kind of sad, because Firday is March 28th. That's the day in 1999, when My daughter Lucy went to Heaven. It's a hard day for me. I still remember the trauma pretty vividly. Home, the ER, everything about that day was pretty awful. If you don't mind, keep my family in your prayers.
Glad to see a sunny day today. To bad about the only time I get to enjoy days like these are the short walks from the car back indoors and vice versa. Having a bad week starting Tuesday of last week. Excessive diarrhea, nausea extreme and lots and lots of pelvic pain. I've had multiple urinanalysis(sp?) and ultrasounds, tomorrow I'll have an MRI. I've gone from mid/mild pain relief of Norco's up to Oxycotin's. They increased my immodium dosage up to 16 pills a day. I keep telling myself that if is to be my "worse" then I'll be okay and will get through this. I'm also reminding myself that I have the rest of this week and all of next of radiation and then I'll be done. I also have two more Monday's of chemotherapy and then I'll be done. Then a week of rest before I start enternal radiation which I've been assured will be much much easier then what I'm doing right now.
I'm really looking forward to coming to the clothing exchange. I've got lots of spring and summer type stuff in sizes ranging from 12's-8's that I'm sure some of you girls will enjoy. But I'm really looking forward seeing everyone and visiting.
Right now my new meds are kicking in and I'm getting woozzy.
Hope everyone has an awesome sunshinny day!
Jodi
P.S. Thanks Sherri and a few others (names are exscaping me right now sorry, plz don't take it personally) for the cards sent to the house. And Gail thanks for the many e-cards.
Highest Weight: 317/Surgery Weight: 267/Lowest Weight: 148
Currently Filled 1.4cc in a 4 cc band APBand
Panniculectomy w/psudeo TT proformed by Dr Bergman 10/8/2009
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Highest/Day of Surgery/Current (8/15/09)/Goal (mine)
262/240/150/145ish