Thursday
Hello all! How are you today? I hope well. It's only about 1:30am, but I woke up and am having problems falling back asleep. So where else would I be, but on the computer, LOL!?!?! Today, when I get up for the day for real, I've got to go to Indy for a conference for work. Those usually tend to be long and tedious. Sigh. I would love to stay and meet up with folks for dinner, but I'm broke f******oney, so I'm carpooling with the other counselors who are going. I didn't realize how early it was that I had gotten up, and weighed myself after using the bathroom, like usual. I am down to 162 pounds for today. I had an excellent day yesterday, and got tons of fluids in. I am thinking I was retaining some definate fluids that helped to get washed out. I am feeling so relieved. When the scale crept up to 166 earlier this week, I started getting so scared, like, "I'm going to totally mess this up and gain back all the weight, aren't I?" I guess that's pretty black and white thinking. I can do this,... I can keep off the weight I've lost. This weekend, we are going to visit Mikey again on Sunday. They gave us permission again to take him out. Not as long, since it's not a holiday weekend, but it will be nice to go out to lunch with him. We'll probably go to Chinese again,... it's quite affordable, and right around the corner from the hospital. There's a Chuck E. Cheese down there, but we are going to save that as a reward, for when he's earned some more levels. I got a suggestion from someone on here that we apply for SSI for Mikey to help out. Thanks for the suggestion. We went in the office today to find out about it. Our income is within the range, but we have just a little bit too much in assets. But we won't have all those assets for long, as we're going to have to spend some of them on living expenses with all the extra gas money going back and forth the Jeffersonville. It sounded like we will just need to account for how we spend the assets, like to make sure we didn't go out and get a big screen tv just to make him eligible for SSI. I think he will probably get it, after a little while, when we have legitimately used the assets. Thank you, you know who, for the suggestion.
You only have one life to live, but if lived right, it's the only one you need!



Ellen
starting wgt. 271#/178/ goal-155#

ENDURE,





Highest/Day of Surgery/Current (8/15/09)/Goal (mine)
262/240/150/145ish
Lord, keep me in your will so I won't be in your way.
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AT GOAL!!
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