Dumping at 3 1/2 years post op
Ok , it is confession time. I stopped at Walgreens today and found myself in the candy aisle. I don't know what came over me but I had a real binge! Thankfully shortley after I got home the dumping started. Pain. sweating, rapid heart beat, nasty saliva and then the Big "D". As I sat in the bathroom feeling the worst that I have in a very long time I said Thank You for this wonderful tool. I hope I learned my lesson. Thank You for listening. Now it is the time to get over it and stay on track.
Hon,
Is it any wonder that with all the stress you've been going through that something had to give? It's very understandable! I also haven't dumped....yet.....but if I was going through the things your family has been, I might could be tempted too. It's pretty bad when the temptation screamed from an aisle at a pharmacy though, isn't it? I do hope you are feeling better. Don't beat yourself up. I think your body has done that to you enough today. Don't let your mind do it too! Tomorrow is another day!
huggs...
Sherri
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