GET USE TO IT>...............I AM BACK.....

jellyin
on 4/11/08 2:25 am - Indianapolis, IN

HEY its me.....ANGIE............................ I know I know I have been a horrid loser.....but gotta get back on track.....and so many new losers....I met one at DQ in moorseville......shhhhhh....i know i know.....i ate less than 1/2 but still i was bad...but i also have my other half that is really bad.....and at times i do break down....and what with my horrid past year, since 1/19/2007 ( I am sure that is a date i will never ever forget) I learned a lot about a subject I never had a clue about and could have gone the rest of my life not knowing.... not to take away from my being a loser as that has been awesome part of my almost 4 years..during my 4 years, I lost a step son Adam to lung cancer in 05, lost my mother in law, in 05, in Dec of 05 my husband had his surgery and did great until feb 06 in and out of community south for 6 months or so along with the life support, and the long road to healing then his being found to have this MG disease, and then my son with the Federal Marshals and Meth and on and on...then now my husband being on medical and will retire...home to much...I NEED A JOB...lmao...I have lost my son till 1/10/2017 unless i get some laws changed which is my JOB now....he needed help but not this....then he is in WV i had not got to hug and hold him in 3 days short of a year....the last week end in March I was finally able to do so...i had seen him with a tv screen or a glass between us...he is my baby 34 or not....and until this horrid drug came along he had never had any trouble with the law other than traffic tickets...never had a bit of trouble with the boy...and he grew up in fountain square....so that says alot right there....I would not wish this pain on anyone..Well maybe a couple of people I know...OOH i am bad...but the combation of my step son's death and my son...and my husband finally I had all i could deal with and sat in my chair and did not exercise, grazed have gone from a size 10-12 to 14-16's again.....have gained about 25 pounds.. I plan to be the one to show losers what not to do and to show them how to use their tool to get back on track... I need help and support from all you awesome losers....and to hold myself accountable for my actions and i fought this fight for my new life and I am not about to go back where I was.....I fought the fight and won...and I am not about to lose what i fought for...I want back in my size 10's...at my age i will be happy with a 12...but naw i want a 10 again...actually i just want to be HAPPY again....and I must take those steps and call myself at this second at my rock bottom..... Yeap I can sure ramble on and on... HEY LINDA we need to go to the goodwill and see each other since your not working... maybe go bug peggy even...

Cindy P.
on 4/11/08 4:12 am - Indianapolis, IN
Angie, It's good to see you on the board again.  Looking forward to getting to know you better.  You were on a lot when I first started and you always had something to say!  Considering all you have been through, I think you have done an awesome job.  25 lbs might seem like a lot, but I work with a man who has put back on over 100 and hasn't had near the troubles you have been going through.  I'm very proud of your attitude toward getting back on track too!  I think you're an inspiration!
Cindy

SweetSherri
on 4/11/08 4:30 am - Indianapolis, IN
Do you PROMISE that you're back??????            You KNOW that is music to my ears! I have missed you so much! Hey girl..Brenda Curvin is having a Pampered Chef party tomorrow at 2. She's on the directory. Come and be with us other losers and losers-gonna-be!             Many, many hugs! Sherri

 

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imonmyway
on 4/11/08 5:07 am - Indianapolis, IN
Hi Angie, I am sorry to hear that  things didn't work out for the better for your son! I am happy to see/hear that you are BACK- WE missed YA! I hope that Ed is doing alright, tell him I said hello! Miss you guys! Hope to see you to start posting again! We have all had quite a bit of bumps in our journies, it is so important for all of us to get back on track and brush ourselves off and get out of the ruts before they turn into CHUCKHOLES! I am here for ya! Hope to see ya again soon! Hugz Dawn R U coming tomorrow 2 Brenda's! Hugz Dawn

         
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mfryar
on 4/11/08 6:52 am - New Whiteland, IN
Hey There Sexy Angie!! Good to see you on sweetie! Sounds like life has been trying to kick your butt!! Well you just call on your girls here and we will help you fight back! We all have our troubles in life but being able to keep our joy thru it can be trying! :o) Anytime you need a ear to bend just let me know! I miss you and your wondeful humor and I sure hope you will be able to chime in and let us be there for you.  Life happens and that is why God gives us the wonderful blessing of friends! Hugs to you Gorgeous! Marianne


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Brenda R.
on 4/11/08 7:23 am - Portage, IN
Hi Angie, I was not here when you were so I was not fortunate enough to know you before. I am so sorry for all the troubles that you have had. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Prayers are a very powerful thing. I hope that you post often and let me and the other ones that haven't met you before get to know you. I find this board a fantastic one with so many wonderful people on it. Glad to meet you and hope to see you often.

                    It's not what you gather, but what you scatter 
                        that tells what kind of life you have lived.

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Gail O.
on 4/11/08 7:36 am - indianapolis, IN

Hello Angie, It was nice to fineally meet you, I have always keep you on ecard list. was hoping that you would be back. You shared soooo much info when I was just starting. You know every time I listen to Bob S. I always think of you.  Singer 3 I hope you can't hear me sing. LOL I am really going forward in sharing our journey's together. Hugs,Love & Blessings, Gail Angie, look how long it took to meet you !!!!!!

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shanna B.
on 4/11/08 7:49 am - camby, IN
Hi Angie, It was me indeed that you talked to at The DQ. Glad to see ya posting....Get back to your support. Quick hi and gotta get going to the baseball game. Shanna

HIGHEST 300 POUNDS!
Sept 07...284lbs.
surgery day 4/16/08...223lbs.
11 months Later...133lbs.
TOTAL WEIGHT LOSS
167lbs.     
 MY RNY!

 

Ellenchanged
on 4/11/08 9:06 am - Thorntown, IN
Woo~Hoo-you are back!!!! Doing the "happy dance" with you, Sherri & others!!!That is what we are here for, to support, encourage & love on each other-"chuckholes, warts, & all"-believe me, I have them too- but we can make it thru them together,right?!! You did that for me when I was a newbie, and now it's my turn to support you-YOU CAN DO IT GIRL!!!!! Call me, pm me anytime!I have missed your smiling face! ((((((((((((BIG,HAPPY HUGS)))))))))))))))))) Ellen
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starting wgt. 271#/178/ goal-155#  Loving God,family,friends & life!!!
ENDURE, BELIEVE & NEVER GIVE UP! WITH GOD ON OUR SIDE, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!!!
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