Good morning all...
I spent yesterday doing 'busy' work here in the house...paid bills, went to the grocery, dried some stuff in my dehydrator. That kind of stuff. Anymore, I really like my jerky. The stuff I get from the store though is too moist for me so I dry it down some more and then it is yum-mo. If I don't really care for the flavor, I have a bag with marinade in it. I cut up the jerky in 1" pieces then soak it in the marinade overnight so it can re-moisten and take on 'my' flavor mix. The next day, I rinse it off and put in the dehydrator. I ordered some jerky's through Amazon that weren't just 'beef'. I've gotten in squid (Very interesting flavor!), Venison & Buffalo (both very good!), several different flavors of turkey (which...none were very good so it all went into my mix), and some dried cataloupe (flavor ok but VERY chewy!). I'm also drying down some more apples Gail...lol. This fall, I'm hoping to get to an orchard when they are in season and drying down a bunch of apples.
I checked on Weather.com and the lowest low projected for the next month is 44..so I'm going to go ahead and plant my seedlings outside today. If I don't, they won't be alive this time next week. I am HORRIBLE when it comes to indoor plants. I just don't have the sun-light in here that they need. I usually buy tomato plants instead of going with seeds..this year, I may need to do both if my seedlings don't perk up! LOL! If they do though, I am going to have tons of tomatoes! Hmmm...I could dehydrate them too! It's suppose to be 63 and sunny here today so the weather would be nice anyway..and it'd be good to be outside instead of cooped up in the house.
Some people have written me about my saying that 'peace' is my favorite word yesterday. I do appreciate all of your concern. Bill is betting that the first thing I do is run to my friends here and share all that has been happening since Friday night. Trust me girlfriends, there is nothing I'd like to do right now than pick up the phone and cry on your shoulders. I can't do that though. And please..don't call the house to see how I'm doing. That would just make matters worse right now. It will be much easier for me to talk on my cell phone from 6-4 M-F this week. About once a year Bill put me through something similar to this. It use to be ~every 6 months so at least the time span has increased this time...but then again, maybe he couldn't bring himself to doing it right after I came home from a coma. He said he was waiting for me to be back to work...like that was a symbol that I should have been healthy enough to do anything & everything he thought I should have been doing all along. This time, he definately pushed the envelope VERY far. Too far? I don't know. That is why I have been trying to keep my hands busy so my brain can register all that he said..and how I feel about it. My heart tells me I should go and my brain reminds me I can't afford to do that...besides, I do love him..even with all he said, I do love him. Right now, Bill & I just need your prayers. And if God chooses for me to stay, then please pray that I'll never have to go through this again. I don't know how many more rounds of this I can handle...and each round seems to get worst in regards to what comes out of his mouth. So please...just pray for us and for our situation...ok? I know, those of you who know us are going to be thinking 'but you guys seem so happy together'. Yeah, that's the hard part! We will be going along with everything going great..us getting along great..and then boom! Out of thin air will come all of this crap and I'm left wondering where in the hell that verbal mac truck was hiding at! I can't keep doing through this.
Well..time to get my jeans on and get some dirt under my nails!
love you all.....Sherri
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