Want to apologize for not being round as much...

Due to some issues I don't really feel comfortable sharing out in the open I have backed off from here and only post once in a while. I'm really struggling emotionally and having some really bad episodes and so I am just asking for your prayers during this time. I know things HAVE to get better but right now I see no light at the end of the tunnel. I've been seeing a therapist regularly for a month and shes recommended a psychiatrist as well for testing and diagnosing and also for medication changes and evaluation.

Things have just been really hard for me to deal with and I really apologize for not being around more and being more supportive. I'm really scared to think of things right now as far as my immediate future but I'm sure things will be better and easier when we get things figured out.

(( HUGS )) to everyone though.

Hon, just know we are here for you when you need us.  If you ever feel the urge to talk, feel free to call me.  You have my number!  Huggggggggzzzz!

Thanks hon I will try to get ahold of you soon I think. Things are just really bad and I don't want anyone else to worry about me.

Well your new avatar is Fabulous! You are lookin' awesome....Hope everything gets better for you...Just think how healthy you are now compared to back then. Life is full of emotions...huh? Hang in there. Life is hard, I know!

Thanks hon. I got bored yesterday and dyed my hair a dark mohagony lol 1 day after taking the pic but im leaving that one up for now.. LOL

Sweetie - just know that we are all here for you.  Take care of yourself, 'k?

Thank you.

Misty, I will keep you in  my thoughts. I totally understand the how dealing with the different emotions that are going on feels and can really get to you.  I deal with them on a daily basis it seems. Some days are totally good and then others is a struggle to just get through the day. Keep your chin up and you will get it all worked out.  You are at least are getting help with dealing with them and that is the good thing.  Just know that we are here for you when ever you need something.  Great big ((((HUGS)))) to you and take care of yourself.

Thanks.. I'm trying to get things fixed. It's really been hard to get to the point I asked for help.

Misty Lynn,
 There is no need to apologize- you need to focus on YOU & what you need to do to be healthy! We are all here for you and care. You are doing the right thing by getting help for yourslef. I will be praying for you.No matter what remember God loves you!!