Tuesday!

Thank you Sherri. Sorry to make you and Gail worry about me. I just take my spells where its hard to even be nice to myself so I just figure its best I keep to myself so that way I know I dont accidently offend anybody if that makes any sense.  Plus my lap top decided to take a crap again so I have to fight for the desk top with my kids. Its good to have him back, but this one has not been such a easy adjustment as the last deployment.  Just not the same person I was when he left this time. Then I have gained like 8 - 10 lbs just since know when he was gonna come home. I have figured out the stress eater in me didnt go away, and so I'm very angry ( and depressed) with myself for that.  Even found out that I can dump but it takes ALOT to make me do that but it still wasn't fun!!  I just feel like there is this very very angry person inside me and I cant figure out how to get her to go away. There is nothing wrong with appointing yourselves my surragate mothers lol, I'm not even getting along with my mom at the moment so I guess I could use somebody ;) Well I guess I should be going cuz I'm making this post quite the depressing post.  Hope everybodys day has been a good one.

Ulisha

Wow, Congrats on getting him home safely as well!  Tell him thanks for everything and I hope you guys have a great holiday season.

Tracy - I bet everyones relieved to have SIL home. How cool. :) Thank you to your family for his service.

Linda Kay- I'm praying for your sister!

Ulisha - Welcome home to your DH too!! Thank you to yor family as well.

Leah - (( HUGS ))

Hmm I am soo forgetful lately and can't really remember much else as far as personals but I'm thinking bout you all. My brain is a mess lately, can't remember crap syndrome seriously. I've been kind of busy because I got a part time babysitting job which is great fun. The kids are a trip (they're 2 & 3 and I'll have the 5 year old occasionally too). They make me laugh a bit even when I don't feel like it. This week is so busy and it stinks. We've got like 4 different places to go for Thanksgiving over the next few days and I'm just soo anxious about it. Unfortunately food (especially prepared by other people) can be a huge anxiety trigger for me which is NOT fun. I take the meds before hand but I've still had to go hide and breathe myself through a full blown attack over it. I'm really debating taking a can of tuna with me everywhere but I don't want to offend everyone who is taking all this time to cook. I just don't know what I'm going to do just yet.
Anyways thats pretty much all that is going on with me.

Quick Hi ya from work,
Ellen: OMG that Thanksgiving Card from Awesome, Thank You very much. Bella loves those guys from Hallmark. Everybody at work loved it too!

This Morning 143! My Turkey Day challenge is working. Imagine that. LOL
Yesterday at work, the owner bought all the adults.....a 22 pound turkey, Sweet potatoes, reg. potatoes, Green bEANS, bUTTER. Everything we need for Thanksgiving dinner. Wow, That was awesome so My family and I , cat, dog and 22 pound turkey are packing and going to Ohio Wednesday Night for a funfilles 4 day adventure to my Family ( and inlaws) In Ohio!

Hope everybody is Doin' Great. Welcome Home to all those military, I hope I get to see my cousin. He's been In Iraq 4 times and he loves going there.
I can't wait to see my Family , most I haven't seen since my Grandpa's funeral in Febuary and a few since July.

Have a great day.
xoxoxo SHanna