I am home

Still not feeling great but I wanted to let you all know that I am home.

I ended up going in patient at the Meadows hospital in Bloomington last Wednesday after going into a complete manic episode. I'm soo anxious already. :| I am sick to my stomach. I don't know if I feel ready or not but our insurance wanted me out now so I couldn't stay. I wanted to come home but I don't know I'm 100% ready. Oh well. Theyre weening me down off my anxiety meds too because it can be addicting.


I'm just soo tired. I passed out Sunday evening while inpatient, completely out cold an hit my head and shoulder really hard :| After I came to they were shining flashlights in my eyes every few mins it seemed. I ended up severely bruising my acl or whatever it's called near my rotator cuff in my shoulder. I can't remember what it is called again it was a 3 letter thing. Anyways that is all for now I really need to get off here and catch up with everyone.

GIRL!!! You take care of yourself.... You have been through so much... I hope you feel better real soon.
Hugs,
Leticia

Thanks.

Hi Misty
Sorry you didn't get a chance to get some answers and good help from your hospital stay. I was hoping that you would be feeling better now.  I don't understand why the insurance would be wanting to send you home if you aren't doing better??? That seems messed up huh?
Hopefully you can get home and get your mind settled and feel better soon.

The insurance company is just like that. I can't afford to pay the 1500 a day either.

I DO have to say the new med combo is working decent for me. I do feel better than when I went in and they're only there like an ER, they stabilize you and then send ya home. I just was feeling really anxious about being home around all my triggers and stuff but I think I've done well.

I'm praying for you girlie. Manic depression runs in my family, and I've seen family members have a terrible time.  I know its a tough and difficult road.  Just hang in there the best you can and know there are people praying for you to feel better soon.

Jenn

Thanks! I am really struggling most days and just weary. :|

Glad you are home!  We really missed you!  Sending huge hugs your way and hoping all goes better for you.


Tracy

Thanks!

Misty hon, so good to hear from you.  Please take good care of yourself.  Sending love, hugs, and prayers your way.