Humpday B*TCHFest

OK hmmmm. my first B*tchfest.. YAY.  I will B*tch about the daggon people at my work who think it is OK to simply walk past me every day without saying Hi. Who point at the buzzer to be let in instead of freakin opening their mouth and asking me. People who come in and simply say then name of the person they are here to see... HELLO??? I am a person, acknowledge my presence!! Ugh... I just hate people.

To my uncaring, self centered boss and the HR person  who was hired to "look out for the employees" .....which is code for harassing us any time we dare use the generous benefits we EARN:   OK, so that was rude and might have been uncalled for but I FEEL BETTER, LOL !  And now my *****fest has come to an end because I'm giggling.....

So ready for this today...... My husband lost his job and doesn't seem too concerned while I am working 12 hour days..... MY job has been ridiculously busy and we have no administrator..again My son is still in Afghanistan and he is tired....a fighter...but tired, it's been a year COME ON ALREADY!! My 18 year old daughter seriously wants to join the MARINES, the MARINES??? Lord help me....... Friends who are only there when THEY have a problem... Paperwork, taxes, bills, ugggggg Weight loss has slowed/stopped :( But I will keep going, it will start again! Hugs to all! Kelci

Calgon, where do I start?? Our daughters boyfriend is STILL not helping out with bills and she STILL refuses to make him.  It's hard to sit back and watch this!!!  He is a father for pet'es sake...BE A MAN FOR ONCE!!! Bills...we keep our heat set at 68 as we have LONGGGG winters (and it's early yet) so why is my gas bill so high??  I think we make good money, so why is it that I feel like a need to take a 2nd mortgage out every month to pay the stink'n gas bill??? I finished chemo last week but NOT the bills,  and NOT the feeling that it's back every time I get an ache or pain....UGGGHHH And would somebody tell me WHY we moved from FLORIDA 15 years ago to live in the frozen tundra of northern Minnesota??  Oh, yes the 3 months that we have summer....is it really worth the 9 months of winter and -25 air temps and -60 wind chills?? ISH!!!!

I didn't have time to pack my lunch today because I had a dentist appt at 7:45AM, then I get stuck behind somebody who had decided to pay for her entire lunch in small coins and the coins are all in the bottom of her purse so she proceeds to dig them out one by one. I am sick to death of superficial people who are all supportive and inclusive when somebody is down, on a stall, or waiting for surgery but then when  they get rolling and things are going great for them those same people start ragging on them and hating.   Now that's just crap.  Hey if any of us wanted people to rag on us we would head on over to the DS board.

Ok my first time *****ing but it's timely so here goes. I am sick and tired of getting the run around by a certain software giant and neighbor of mine on a particular work issue that would be easily solved if they would just read the f___ing email I sent and quit having their support people give me the run around. I have been on a wild goose chase for this stupid crap longer than a whole work day when I need to be doing OTHER THINGS. I am really flaming pissed off at a particular bank of mine who I have been a customer of for...16 years and in good standing with, has decided to jack up my interest rates reeeally high on my credit card due to the f-ing universal default law that f-ing Bush signed into legislation due to a missed payment I made to a completely different bank.  I don't understand WHY THEY ARE MAKING IT HARDER TO PAY OFF DEBT, why are they allowed to F**K us over like this? I am busting my ass to pay down my debt and stay afloat as the sole breadwinner while hubby finishes school and then someone somewhere thinks it's a good idea to jack up my rate so that it's impossible to pay off? To all banks everywhere I shout out a big F**K YOU.  I am also pissed off lately that I have way too much work to do and not enough time to do it. But this is a theme for everyone so I don't even feel right about *****ing about it. I also am finding myself upset lately and having regrets that I quit grad school for painting and didn't pursue my MFA. I am sure it all works out for the best, and I never would have met my husband ... etc.. but still for some reason lately I am filled with regret, and I'm only 33 and don't want to have regrets.  Otherwise I do have a lot to be grateful and I'm just going to put a few of those things in here because one of my goals for 2008 was to express more gratitude. I love my husband more than anything, he is truly the most wonderful person and our love for each other is indescribable.  My job overall is great, I have a good relationship with my boss, I'm growing in it, making decent money, and have opportunities to move up.  I am losing weight and getting healthy which is making me really happy, I have wanted this for so long and it's finally happening and I'm starting to look more like the person I have always felt was inside.  I trust that all things that I create in my life are to my highest good so I'm trying to LIGHTEN UP!  It's just been a rough week.

Wow, trying to stay positive... Getting a refund YEAH! Was suppose to be deposited to my bank, and has been according to IRS on 1/25... my bit*h today.... HR BLOCK BANK EMERALD CARD! Yeah, talk about ******g me off with customer/lack of / service! charges me $2 each time I call!!!! Anyway, called everywhere got an answer but still pissed on my wheaties to wait over 4 extra days for my freaking tax return. I know, adjust my witholding so the refund won't be so high... but hey, I didn't do that this passed year and now I get to wait for the refund. And the dr's that want to say "you have the right size band for you" rather than give you the specs. Finally got the answer that I have the APS which is the 10cc one and "don't focus on the amount of each fill or size of the band" speech... Yeah, I know but can guarantee next fill will be different ;) I do feel restriction though with this 1.6cc in it but that could be a head game over just wanting this to work well! And the damn brother in law that crashes on my couch because his soon to be ex (my bff) kicked his arse out (he's my hubby's brother) and he still lay's around and drinks all day instead of working....freaking beautiful! OK... now...let me get going before I make a 300page thesis on my things that irked me this week..and than we'll get to American Idol.... ;)

DSer's...since there aren't enough of them, they feel the need to invade other boards while trying to recruit newbies. The DS and the Band are soooo different!!!!
We all know the Band is the safest surgery available out there and the DS is the most complicated. It's so damn complicated that barely any doctors do it. Hello!!!
If someone is interested in the band, it's probably b/c they don't want the complication of the bypass, let alone a DS. GO AWAY!!! Leave us alone! If they found the LapBand board, then they can find the DS board. They're both in the forums drop down menu and people have to skip right past DS to get to LB since they're in alphabetical order. And it's terrible of them to go around telling people that DS cures diabetes. Guess what??? Loosing weight will help with your diabetes, duh! You don't have to cut out part of your gut to know this.

OMG, I think I might be able to sleep tonight.

LeeAnn

ok..latecommer on the bfest post! This week is my on-call week where i can be paged anytime 24/7 monitoring company databases...last night i was paged at 1:30am...it took me 2 minutes to solve the problem and an hour and a half to get back to sleep...arg! wow! not much to btch about this week!   maybe more next week!