Eatin' Good....Hump Day!!
Needed to wear sunglasses for a bit today, how long has it been? So we get one more nice day, then another change...or has that changed since this morning? I can never keep up with the weather....changes too much, too fast. The scale moved a little this morning....we'll see if it stays. If so, then I will have lost the hospital gain and then a few more....oh please, oh please. Then I would like to see it keep going down instead of sticking at the same spot. I've been stuck here for a year now.
Outta bed....coffee with protein..filled me up.
Noonish...protein bar
Snack....2 honey bbq chicken bites...some meat, mostly sauce
Dinner...protein souflee...
Heading to church and choir practice so I don't think I'll eat again. Don't really want to, those souflee's really fill me up.
Water is on track and so are vitamins and calcium. How about you all? Did you have a good day, today? Pooh, are you able to keep some food down yet? I hope so, you are scaring me to death, chickie.
I'll try to check on you all later tonight, if not, I'll see you in the morning!
Love to all,
Peggy
Outta bed....coffee with protein..filled me up.
Noonish...protein bar
Snack....2 honey bbq chicken bites...some meat, mostly sauce
Dinner...protein souflee...
Heading to church and choir practice so I don't think I'll eat again. Don't really want to, those souflee's really fill me up.
Water is on track and so are vitamins and calcium. How about you all? Did you have a good day, today? Pooh, are you able to keep some food down yet? I hope so, you are scaring me to death, chickie.
I'll try to check on you all later tonight, if not, I'll see you in the morning!
Love to all,
Peggy
Hi Miss Peggy!
It was not a good food day for me I managed to keep down a string cheese... and that's it....
I got in all my protien with the shakes and the cheese stick though.... I tried scrambled eggs and meat this morning but nothing doing... it did not agree....
I still have a calcium to take before I got to bed ....
I did get all the walk this morning and with NO dogs... they came out when I was done! How will I ever collect my earnings for being their personal trainer if they are non compliant!!! ~tee hee
But I am making some friends with a couple of horses! They come looking every day for the apple I have been giving them!
Tomorrow is another day..... hopefully it willl be better in the eating department.... some days are good and some not so good but since I get in all the protein I'm not all that concerned about it.... I know part is my fault... I know better then to eat on the run and I just don't want to take the time to set down and concentrate on it.... although that was not the case with the eggs this morning I don't now what it was....
Say!!! SO SO great on the lbs lost! I pray you will continue to see very good success!
Till the morrow....
bec
It means so much to me that you get on here and let us know the good and the bad. I think that some think that it is all so easy and none of us struggle, so when we're honest, it helps. Thank you.
Some days eggs just make me urp....and I'm so far out! And I still have good days and not so good days. My problem is that I forget that I should drink the protein when I can't eat it. That's why this thread helps me, too. Thanks for the reminder!
I love horses....I can't wait to get on our farm so I can have a few. Course the ones I want are HUGE....hubby's about to faint when he realizes how much it will take to feed them. They will have to work, too, tho. Hey, it's better then feeding me!
You have a great tomorrow and I'm sure I'll be talking to you!
Peggy
Some days eggs just make me urp....and I'm so far out! And I still have good days and not so good days. My problem is that I forget that I should drink the protein when I can't eat it. That's why this thread helps me, too. Thanks for the reminder!
I love horses....I can't wait to get on our farm so I can have a few. Course the ones I want are HUGE....hubby's about to faint when he realizes how much it will take to feed them. They will have to work, too, tho. Hey, it's better then feeding me!
You have a great tomorrow and I'm sure I'll be talking to you!
Peggy
Outta Bed- Hot tea
Breakfast- protein shake- nope pouchy didnt like it.
Dinner- Soup- Pouchy still not likeing nothing
Supper- Nadda didn't feel like throwing up again so didn't even try to eat.
Now- Hot tea. Is only thing that will stay down.
Did get vitamines in but not sure they did any good cause got sick soon afterwards. I am taking the phenegran{SP} but it dosen;t seem to be helping.
Will try again tomorrow may be a better day.
Love Deb
Breakfast- protein shake- nope pouchy didnt like it.
Dinner- Soup- Pouchy still not likeing nothing
Supper- Nadda didn't feel like throwing up again so didn't even try to eat.
Now- Hot tea. Is only thing that will stay down.
Did get vitamines in but not sure they did any good cause got sick soon afterwards. I am taking the phenegran{SP} but it dosen;t seem to be helping.
Will try again tomorrow may be a better day.
Love Deb
Ok, I'm starting to get worried. This is what, day 3 of not being able to eat? I am so scared you are going to get sick. You really need to call your doc and let them know what's going on in your life. This isn't healthy, and I'm going to keep after you until feel better. We can't lose you, you make us smile! Please let me know that if tomorrow you still feel pukey, that you'll give someone a call...k? Take care.
Peggy
I really think it is just a bad case of nerves, But i promise if it isn;t better in a few days i will call. And to top off all the other stres imhaveing my yomgest son called me a ***** tonight. I about feel in the floor. Never in his life hashe talked to me that way. Granted i have donesome not soperfect things when they were little and i am not proud of it, Buti have apologized over and over and if i could go back in time and change the things i did i would but i cant, All i can do is apologize and love them and i do love them thery are my life. When he said that my hart shattered. Then he tried toplay it off as just a joke .Well i was past joking i was totally pissed i told him so in no uncrtain terms, That i am his mother and he had no right to call me a ***** i told him to get out of my house and not come back, I told him i bend over backwatds for him .I lety them live in out mobile home one 3 acres they are suppose to be paying 150,00 a month to buy iy and we havent seen a dime will be 2 yrs this coming may . And he has the ass to calll me that, I blew up, My heart was in a thousand peices and still is i can't stop crying, I am seriously thinking about telling him to pack their crap and move . If thats how he thinks of me then he can find somewhere else to live.I shouldn't be unloading all this on you but there is noone else i can. I am being hateful and mean and that is not who i am. But i will not allow him to talk to me that way. Am i wrong for feeling this way? am i being to emotional? Lord help me because i really am torn.
Thanks for listening, Seems like i am always whinning instead of supporting on here lately and for that i am sorry. I just gotta vent and i know most of you will not judge me for it .So i just let it fly here.
Love And Hugs Deb
I really think it is just a bad case of nerves, But i promise if it isn;t better in a few days i will call. And to top off all the other stres imhaveing my yomgest son called me a ***** tonight. I about feel in the floor. Never in his life hashe talked to me that way. Granted i have donesome not soperfect things when they were little and i am not proud of it, Buti have apologized over and over and if i could go back in time and change the things i did i would but i cant, All i can do is apologize and love them and i do love them thery are my life. When he said that my hart shattered. Then he tried toplay it off as just a joke .Well i was past joking i was totally pissed i told him so in no uncrtain terms, That i am his mother and he had no right to call me a ***** i told him to get out of my house and not come back, I told him i bend over backwatds for him .I lety them live in out mobile home one 3 acres they are suppose to be paying 150,00 a month to buy iy and we havent seen a dime will be 2 yrs this coming may . And he has the ass to calll me that, I blew up, My heart was in a thousand peices and still is i can't stop crying, I am seriously thinking about telling him to pack their crap and move . If thats how he thinks of me then he can find somewhere else to live.I shouldn't be unloading all this on you but there is noone else i can. I am being hateful and mean and that is not who i am. But i will not allow him to talk to me that way. Am i wrong for feeling this way? am i being to emotional? Lord help me because i really am torn.
Thanks for listening, Seems like i am always whinning instead of supporting on here lately and for that i am sorry. I just gotta vent and i know most of you will not judge me for it .So i just let it fly here.
Love And Hugs Deb
Deb....
Thanks for answering me back. I do so worry about you (and so many others), but a lot about you because you are under so much stress right now. I agree, your tummy issues are probably nerves but since you are so new out of the chute, you can't let it go. It could do some bad damage. So trust me when I lecture, and thanks for promising that you will call if it doesn't improve.
About your son...wow. You are absolutely right to remind him that he is not allowed to talk to you that way (I don't care how old he is). And you've apologized for mistakes you may have made in the past, so your responsibility is done. If he cannot accept the apology, that is now his problem. If he tries to remind you that you made mistakes, remind him that God has forgiven you, the rest is up to him (your son). As for asking him to leave (when he said that), that was ok, too. What it boils down to is that it was going to get uglier and you were right in avoiding making it worse. You were not wrong and it's ok to admit that it hurt, and hurt a lot.
I wish I were there, I would just hold you and let you cry. When you calm down, he may try to talk to you about what he said. But I wouldn't make any decisions until you've had a chance to heal a little. This hurt. But when you do talk, you may want to remind him of the agreement to pay to live there and that you expect payment to begin. If he chooses not to pay, then you can ask him to pack and leave. I'm afraid if you told him to leave over his insensitive comment, it would cause a fracture that would never heal. And I know you don't want that. But it is good to remind him of his responsibility to pay. Once adults learn to sponge off others, it's a hard habit to break, so you would be right to demand payment. Especially since there is nowhere else a person can buy a place for $150 a month! That's generous in and of itself.
Bess your heart, you are sure going thru a rough time right now and I wish there was something I can do. But I will pray for you, that's all I have right now. You come on here as much as you want and vent, whine, scream, kick or whatever, it's ok. We all have been there and we love you. And one of these days, you may be able to help someone who is going thru a similar situation. So don't worry about not feeling supportive at this point, that will come in time. Right now is time to focus on you.
Love you,
Peggy
Thanks for answering me back. I do so worry about you (and so many others), but a lot about you because you are under so much stress right now. I agree, your tummy issues are probably nerves but since you are so new out of the chute, you can't let it go. It could do some bad damage. So trust me when I lecture, and thanks for promising that you will call if it doesn't improve.
About your son...wow. You are absolutely right to remind him that he is not allowed to talk to you that way (I don't care how old he is). And you've apologized for mistakes you may have made in the past, so your responsibility is done. If he cannot accept the apology, that is now his problem. If he tries to remind you that you made mistakes, remind him that God has forgiven you, the rest is up to him (your son). As for asking him to leave (when he said that), that was ok, too. What it boils down to is that it was going to get uglier and you were right in avoiding making it worse. You were not wrong and it's ok to admit that it hurt, and hurt a lot.
I wish I were there, I would just hold you and let you cry. When you calm down, he may try to talk to you about what he said. But I wouldn't make any decisions until you've had a chance to heal a little. This hurt. But when you do talk, you may want to remind him of the agreement to pay to live there and that you expect payment to begin. If he chooses not to pay, then you can ask him to pack and leave. I'm afraid if you told him to leave over his insensitive comment, it would cause a fracture that would never heal. And I know you don't want that. But it is good to remind him of his responsibility to pay. Once adults learn to sponge off others, it's a hard habit to break, so you would be right to demand payment. Especially since there is nowhere else a person can buy a place for $150 a month! That's generous in and of itself.
Bess your heart, you are sure going thru a rough time right now and I wish there was something I can do. But I will pray for you, that's all I have right now. You come on here as much as you want and vent, whine, scream, kick or whatever, it's ok. We all have been there and we love you. And one of these days, you may be able to help someone who is going thru a similar situation. So don't worry about not feeling supportive at this point, that will come in time. Right now is time to focus on you.
Love you,
Peggy
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