I am so sorry I have not been here in a while. My life is such a mess I don't know where to begin. I would ask that you keep me in your prayers as I try to figure this out.
I'm new here but as a fellow Sister in the Church, I feel drawn to help. Are you able to talk about "the mess" I may have gone through simular experiences and can help. Keep praying and then listen really listen. Answers will come maybe not in your time but in the Lords Time.