Feeling alone

Dear Friends, Hello everyone I hope that this message finds you all well. I am so sad right now. I was rebaptised May 21 2004 and have been faithful in everyway. I went to my Bishop 3 weeks ago to start my paper work to have my Temple Blessings reinstated because its been over 1 yr since my baptism. When I met with my Bishop he told me that he didnt have the right paper work to file for this. It has been 3 weeks now and I havent heard a single word from my Bishop regarding the paper work he needs. In the mean time I spoke with my Stake President regarding this and he too didnt have the paper work that is needed. I was shocked! I couldnt beleive my ears..... Are we not to be prepared in all things and wouldnt that mean as church leaders as well? I have waited almost 3 yrs now since my excumminication and I am getting so discouraged. I know that Satan is working on me and casting doubt into my mind. The Stake President also told me that the whole proceedure would take about 6 weeks and assured me that I would have my Temple Blessing back before summer end. I am beging to doubt this . I feel like I have to keep nagging my Bishop to get things done, I know I did when it came to be baptised again. I live in MT, and our ward is small. I came from Sacramento Ca. and my bishop there was very organized and I met with him on a weekly basis. When we moved here 2 yrs ago I only met with my Bishop 1 time a month. I was very surprised. I dont mean to complain but this is very important to me. I really desire to have my Temple Blessings restored. I feel so alone. I am not sealed to my Husband nor are my Children sealed to me right now. I feel so alone and sad. I keep thinking what happens if something happened to me? I know the church is true and I also know that church leaders are not perfect ..... but sheesh this is taking way too long....... I dont know what to do. I feel like calling President Hinkely myself to see whats going on with my statis regarding reinstating my Temple Blessings. I dont even know if he would know or if that goes through another channel. If anyone has gone thru this could you please e-mail me or respond her I would greatly appreciate it I am getting very depressed and discouraged. Love Kathy

I would keep on him for that. Bishops maybe Lords servants, but they are human too. As I read your post I thought that this is how the people on the otherside feel in getting their work done for them. I am sure you are anxious. My wife and sorta-similar experience when she went to get endowed before we got married. At the time she was in a small ward in rural Illinois and her Bishop was ademant (sp?) to not let young single sisters to go to the temple unless it was right before a mission or right before a wedding. She was trying to go through the temple three months prior so she could prepare herself more spiritually before the wedding. She was worthy to go, but he wouldn't let her. She knew by the spirit that she was to attend the temple quite a bit before we got married. Knowing that the spirit does not give contradictory answers. She fasted and prayed that the Bishop's heart would be softened when he met with her next. She explained the situation to him and he changed his mind. I wish you the very best! Just remember to trust in the Lord and Don't get discouraged. -Jonathan

The Bishop is a busy man, and subtle reminders to him and or his wife would be ok if done with tact. Keep prayerful and don't loose hope. The Lord will make it happen in his time and not ours. I will keep you in my prayers and let you know that we are all here for you. Donna

Congratulations on doing what you need to do to be spiritually ready to enjoy your temple blessings. I'm sure you're frustrated that things aren't moving as quickly as you would like. Satan is working overtime to keep you away. Stay strong and trust in the Lord that everything will turn out as it's supposed to. Keep the Bishop and the Stake President in your prayers. Satan is working overtime on them too. They need all the prayers we can send their way. Be patient. It will happen. When all is done you can feel the joy and blessings all the more. I loved Jonathan's comparison about this must be how those on the other side feel waiting for us to get their temple work done for them. Keep the faith. Our prayers are with you. Melody

Don't Give up, I am thinking there a reason, the Lord must have something very special for you at the Temple. I had to wait myself, and I can tell you the experience was more then worth it. To be taught by Heavenly Father at his Temple. Know that he loves you and yes Satan is working on you, but know he will not win. Stay strong in his truths and you will be glad you did. Love Kaye