Diet Pill
I was also on Meridia- it's been two years now since I was on it. I did really well on that and it was the FIRST time I ever remember being able to see a bag of chips or something- and eat maybe 3- then leave the bag alone. But just about exactly 3 months into it- it just literally *STOPPED*. I don't know why, but it stopped working like just over night.
So my dear, I know what you're going through, and I know your looking for a way to gain control- and I'm NOT trying to talk you out of this- but please please PLEASE be VERY VERY careful and be VERY well educated as you go into it. And the BIGGEST thing.... DON'T think that these side affects "only happen to somebody else".... cause it can really suck big time when YOU are that small percentage that it hits :(
Keep us posted on what you decide!
I also had one episode of not being able to sleep until early morning, but I also had taken the pill later in the day like about 3 or 4..But you know, you should try whatever you wanna try, you're a grown woman and you know that if you take something and it gives you side effects or it just doesn't work you'll stop...so keep on with your journey, as will I, and hopefully, we'll find something or, for me, stick with something long enough to permanently incorporate it into our life. I also am not on the pill "for life" or looking for some quick fix, I just need a boost or a little help, ya know? I was instructed to take the pills for 2 months and then stop for 3-4 weeks. Then, if I want to continue, I'll be on the same cycle. Anyways, hope this helps you or gave you something to do for the amount of time it took you to read this!!!!! Good luck!!!! 
Please see my post to Donna this morning...i missed this yesterday. Christa, in your case, I would for sure talk with the doctor. I feel in your case that other issues in your life, from what you present to us here, may be where you need to tweak to make your life healthier. Earning more money, being able to have more tools like good food around, going the gym on a consistent basis rather than what seems like fits and spurts and over doing it when you do go. I am tempted to say also ask him about Wellbutrin...yes, it is prescribed for depression, and it has the side effect of appetite suppressant as well as it may even you out in your life. I look back on my early years...i was very much like you, a lot of mis-directed good happy energy. I could a used that kind of help perhaps...huh maybe still could! You seem like a very creative person, you are young, and you know deep down the directions you want & need to go, just cannot seem to guide it all to the right corridor! Hey, I was 21 once also, and did not even have as much focus as you seem to have.
Get help to keep you on a more even path!


