Falling off the wagon
"why you fell off the wagon? What went wrong? Can you fix what went wrong last time so it doesn't happen this time?"
I think this is where my remembering how good I felt before- (and how BAD I WANT to feel that good again!) comes in :) Because I have felt so ROTTEN. I'm not meaning 'embarassed' kind of rotten because I've learned to accept life as it has come to me (and how I have made it)- I mean how rotten I feel physically with so much extra weight.
Yes, running a daycare IS stressful. But I have had 6 of my own children as well :) Have the last 2 here to raise and my 22 y/o daughter & 15 month old grand daughter are back here with us. My daughter & I are doing this together right now but I have a feeling I'll be on my own soon as she only had about 15/20 pounds to loose. I have a WHOLE lot more LOL
I am lucky right now, in that I have only got my own grandchildren (4) in my care and another part timer- also have an infant but she will move on NEXT WEEK... so life will get far LESS stressful :)
I eat a lot of Smart Pop popcorn! That saves my bacon a LOT! Another thing I am learning is VERY important- right along with drinking LOTS of water is PORTION control! :)
I think this is where my remembering how good I felt before- (and how BAD I WANT to feel that good again!) comes in :) Because I have felt so ROTTEN. I'm not meaning 'embarassed' kind of rotten because I've learned to accept life as it has come to me (and how I have made it)- I mean how rotten I feel physically with so much extra weight.
Yes, running a daycare IS stressful. But I have had 6 of my own children as well :) Have the last 2 here to raise and my 22 y/o daughter & 15 month old grand daughter are back here with us. My daughter & I are doing this together right now but I have a feeling I'll be on my own soon as she only had about 15/20 pounds to loose. I have a WHOLE lot more LOL
I am lucky right now, in that I have only got my own grandchildren (4) in my care and another part timer- also have an infant but she will move on NEXT WEEK... so life will get far LESS stressful :)
I eat a lot of Smart Pop popcorn! That saves my bacon a LOT! Another thing I am learning is VERY important- right along with drinking LOTS of water is PORTION control! :)
