Almost lost it
Today is day 2 of Optifast I almost lost it with head hunger. We went to the pumpkin patch I didn't want to go because I'm trying to stay focused. Well everyone got take out food and I kept thinking I could lie to everyone and tell them I could have some meat to increase my protein. I sat there trying to convince myself that I could cheat just once. My husband said are you having a moment I said yeah I want food. I decided to say bring me to the groceries store I wiped down my Optifast before getting there and I just purchased sf jello lettus green pepper cucumbers . I was a good girl I'm proud of myself even when I tried to convince myself. I came to realize that's how I got to this state and that I am not fighting for nothing to fail. I am worth more then food
Great job! I had similar temptations while on Opti - it truly is mind over matter. You proved that you can resist temptation - you can do this!
Referral - December 2011 * Orientation TWH - March 13th, 2012 * Nurse Practitioner - April 17th, 2012 * Nutrition Class - April 17th, 2012 * Social Worker - April 24th, 2012 * Dietician - May 1st, 2012 * Psych - May 1st, 2012 * Surgeon - August 17th, 2012 * PATTS - Sept. 12th, 2012 * SURGERY TEGH, Dr. Cyriac - October 16th, 2012
Starting Weight - 320 lbs * Current Weight - 178 lbs * Goal Weight - 165 lbs
so proud of you
Sometimes you just put one foot in front of the other, even if you don't know where you're going.
Surgery Aug. 29, 2012 with the Wonderful Dr. Aarts at TEGH
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