My last Opti!
Up until now I have been okay emotionally and deep down know that everything will be fine but tonight it i****ting me. I must admit I am freaking out a little bit. It's the what ifs. I just want tomorrow to get here, have my surgery and then wake up, know that I've made it through and then to be able to call my kids.
I know that so many people have been here and it's normal to feel this way and that I will do great!
I am also really looking forward to being able to eat my meals again, even if it is only limited. I am really craving cottage cheese and already bought a container!!
Congrats on making it through the Opti phase! Next step surgery!!!!!
Orientation - April 25, 2012, Nurse - May 16, 2012, Social Worker - May 25, Dietician - May 25, 2012, Abdominal Ultrasound - June 29, 2012, Cardiologist - August 1, 2012 Pre-Surgical Education Class September 19, 2012, Meet with Surgeon September 27, 2012, PATTS November 9, 2012, Surgery Date November 16, 2012 (Dr. Mamazza)
Oh my gosh! I was here exactly 3 weeks ago.....I know exactly what you mean by wanting it to be tomorrow and after the surgery and honestly...one step at a time literally the next day and voila! it was over and after and everything went really well and I'm here on the bench waiting on you to join is all tomorrow!
Best of luck, deep breath and you'll be back on here in no time at all!
Deb
Orientation GGH: Mar '11 --- Surgeon: Oct 23, '12 --- Pre-Op: Nov 13, '12 --- SURGERY GGH,Dr. Reed:Nov 22, '12
