May 13th is getting closer!

I am getting nervous my surgery is only 5 days away! I need to calm down and regroup! I have tried to remain calm for this whole time but as the day draws near my stomach is twisting and turning! I know its major surgery and I should be nervous but I cant help but thinking "I shouldn't be doing this"!

I very much relate.  My surgery is the 11th, and I woke up this morning thinking, what the heck are you doing.  Are you really going to let them cut your stomach apart leaving you with a pouch and a remnant stomach?  The answer is yes I am, but it doesn't make it any less nerve racking.  I keep hearing we'll make it and that we are not alone.  Those things comfort me.  I will definitely keep you in my thougths ... maybe if I am wishing you the best, I will forget about my angst???? maybe??  ;-)

I'm having mine on the 12th. I'll save an extra dose of good karma for you!