eating and depression - personal

Thanks!  I've got a call in to both my pychiatrist and the therapist who did my eval.  Hopefully I can get appointments for next week or so. 

I do walk on the treadmill everyday.  I haven't joined the gym yet though to start weight training.  I guess I"ll add that to my list of people to call today!

Thanks again!

Thanks everybody for the support. I called both psychiatrist and therapist today.

I need to point out that I'm not currently suicidal and I've had two days where I didn't eat enough to get my protein in. I just felt similar to what I did when I over ate before. I want to get a handle on it before I get any worse and really do myself harm.

I had been doing okay. This past weekend with the TOM, my birthday coming up and the heat, I really got down.

Thanks again!

Hi Carrie,

Thanks for posting this. I've always struggled with depression and while my meds keep me off the ledges, I can't say I'm no longer depressed. I worry about the emotional changes combined with all the estrogen that I'll be dumping pushing me back into the dark again.

Reading your post made me realize it may be good to get a therapist on deck beforehand since I tend to wait until things are unbearable before I act on them. Thanks again and I hope you're out riding in the sun soon.

Girl, i almost thought you were talking about me. i have walked in those shoes you have ,and it is no place to be..i hope it gets better for you . i hope as your weight slides off ,you start to feel so much better . you are beautiful. dont let your life be wasted . go for long walks. go pick you a big bouquet of flowers, go look at cute lil clothes you may want later, rent you a great comedy and sit down and watch it . im no expert but im trying to help  a lil.. right now im so depressed , i have no right t try to give anyone advice, because i want my surgery  so bad and its taking so long. but this to shall pass .
no one understands the rollercoaster ride on the depression train. it is not fun.. get better soon sweetie...

32..you got years of baby making ahead of you.
I had my boy the month before I was 41. You don't need to be pregnant right now but there will be the right time for you. And you will be a fit and healthy mom!
Deb T.