Today's a new day
So at 7 weeks post op I have to say this was the biggest emotional event I've gone through so far. (There will certainly be more to come.) I know to comfort myself I used to eat. And last night that's what I wanted to do for the first time since my RNY. I felt a little anxious because I really wanted to eat to take the pain away but I didn't and today is a new day and I'm recovering from yesterday just as well as if I had tried eating my sadness away. I hope to remember that and not use food when sadness comes along in my life.
HW 254 SW 242 CW 148
**Down 106 pounds from highest weight!**
Know what else? I don't think you're taking ten steps back with your son. I think it's actually a big step forward. Because you, and the eye doctor, have figured out something that he needs, something that will make life much easier for him (for you too, I think, but he's the important one here). Learning what you can do to help your son is always a step forward. And you'll probably spend the rest of your life doing that. And each time is a step forward.
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You are right, I should see it as a step forward because its going to be less stressful for him and me! I know this will eventually have to happen for dentist appointments as well. Its very hard raising a child with special needs (he needs 24/7 supervision and help with dressing/washing up) and it has taken everything out of me at times and I've turned to food in the past. Last night was my first hurdle in doing something good for myself instead of harmful. RNY was the start of my new life so I can take care of myself so I can better take care of him.
HW 254 SW 242 CW 148
**Down 106 pounds from highest weight!**
Dave Chambers, 6'3" tall, 365 before RNY, 185 low, 200 currently. My profile page: product reviews, tips for your journey, hi protein snacks, hi potency delicious green tea, and personal web site.
Thanks for YELLING! I needed to hear that. That was the first time I didn't (and couldn't) turn to food. I remember thinking last night how I wanted that feeling of sitting down on the couch with a big plate of food and eating myself into a food coma. Its the first time I was able to actually think about those feelings and recognize what triggered it. Plus all the foods I used to use (starches and sweets) when I felt that way I have eliminated from my diet and eating a lot of meat or cheese or yogurt wasn't appealing so I grabbed a book and read.