Random

Ok, I usually work overnight & since I'm off till next Thursday night due to having to take pain pills for my fall last Saturday I'm bored & will probably be posting random things to discuss. Anyways...Last night I was texting for the first time one of my co-worker's wife who had also had gastric bypass. It was nice talking to someone in my area that has gone through the same thing & can relate. She is currently 3 years post op & has alot of issues with malabsorption & continues to lose weight. She sends me her before & after pics & I send her my pic's I took on Tuesday night, my 3 months post op pic. Which I wore the clothes I recently just bought that were smaller & she replies, it looks like someone needs to go clothes shopping. I'm like thinking to myself, uh I just bought these. Lol I put off buying anything till the last minute, cuz I hate having to go and try on everything. It was just kinda weird. I think I still look fat like when I started this journey, which technically I am still fat, but that's besides the point. I'm sorry, but I don't like tight clothing. I might would if I actually looked good in them, but I have this spare tire roll in the middle of my abdomen that just will not go away. Honestly I think its my intestines, cuz anytime I am constipated or backed up its hard as a rock & protrudes more. Anyways, I'm just rambling. I can see the difference & progress I've made so far & get super excited when I can fit into smaller clothes, but I still feel fat in my mind.

Think about the weight you have lost!!! 63 pounds is awesome!