Not nervous?
RNY on 08/14/12
I'm all set for surgery tomorrow (as ready as one can be). I had a fleeting moment of nervousness, but for the most part, I'm not nervous. I'm ready. So...am I the weird one?
Somewhat atypical, perhaps, but not weird. I wasn't scared at all prior to surgery day. I was looking forward to the surgery, and I had already had a number of surgeries, so knew what to expect and was not concerned about dying, etc.. I had a nice bubble bath the night before surgery and slept just fine. When we got to the hospital at 6:30am (or whatever pre-dawn hour it was), I started to feel antsy. By the time I was in my gown in the surgery prep area, my anxiety level was through the roof. When my surgeon poked her head in the room to say hello, I burst into tears. I was terrified. Not of the surgery but of how my life was (or was not) about to change. My surgeon asked if I wanted to cancel the surgery... that it was not too late to cancel... but I assured her that I wanted the surgery but was just scared and needed some of the "courage medicine" (her affectionate term for Versed). She hen noticed that they still had not even put in my IV to get any, so she left the room and returned just a few minutes later with a nurse with the IV equipment. She verified one more time that I wanted to continue and then told the nurse to get the IV in PDQ. After the Versed, of course, I was fine, LOL.
Most people are nervous, but many are not. However you feel is appropriate for YOU.
Lora
Most people are nervous, but many are not. However you feel is appropriate for YOU.
Lora
14 years out; 190 pounds lost, 165 pound loss maintained
You don't drown by falling in the water. You drown by staying there.
RNY on 08/14/12
That's true. Last year was my year of surgeries (c-section and gallbladder removal), so I guess I'm not too scared about the hospital aspect. ;)
Nope I wasn't nervous a bit, I felt like I made the right choice, the right surgeon, the right hosptial and if I didn't wake up, well I died trying to get healthy. My greatest fear was I had a cold when I went to the hospital and it would somehow cancel my surgery due to infection. That didn't happen either. I packed all giddy like I was going on a cruise, not a surgery. It was exciting, painful but so is child birth and people haven't given that up either, and well so worth it. I won't mention rather I think childbirth is so worth it, thats a completely different topic.
Good Luck!
Good Luck!
RNY on 08/14/12