Back From Hawaii

I haven't posted in a bit, so here goes. Everything is going great! So far I have lost a total of 79lbs from my highest weight back at the end of summer. I've lost 52lbs since my pre op weight and feeling good, and hoping to lose more as I start a good exercise routine getting my elliptical in the next day or so. Just got back from a trip to Hawaii with my family, and it was amazing. I felt the best I have felt in years, and was wearing everything size 16, and medium to large shirts. At my highest weight I was wearing size 24-26 pants, and 2x tops. I still struggle with realizing how much weight I've lost so far, and when people say how "skinny" I am, I have a hard time, because I don't see me being skinny. I'm down to 215 from 294 and I am 5"10 so I know there is a big change in me, but sometimes it's hard for me to realize. Some days I feel beautiful, sometimes I feel fat and ugly. I do realize I do this and I am trying to work on the mind set thing. So far I have not dumped. I have however noticed something that started a few weeks ago, where Sometimes after I eat, I don't el well. Not sick to stomach or anything just feel off, and I start yawning a whole lot and my eyes water. I've been unable to figure out what is triggering it, and it doesn't always happen when I eat. I just lay down for 20 mins and I feel better. Not sure what this is, but I will talk to doctor at the end of may for my four month check up. Otherwise all is good. Hawaii was amazing, and I got a new tattoo there with my husband which made me very happy...lol