Stall has passed!
Considering as much *****ing as I have done on this forum about my weight loss stall, figured it was only fair to let everyone know I have started losing again :) Not super fast like before, but definitely a slow decline.
I thought I had mentally prepared myself for this phenomenon. I knew these were common occurrences and that any reasonable person wouldn't let it bother them. Riiiiight.
I definitely got my crazy on, at least at first. Then, I started feeling like an idiot for worrying about it - and started to beat myself up about that... wow, those self-destructive tendencies have a way of creeping up on you, don't they?
Eventually, I did what I always do... I found a way to laugh about it. I can't say I have emerged from the experience unscathed... I let a few undesirable habits and thoughts back in - BUT I see them for what they are, which makes me better equipped to banish them (again).
So, for those of you who are (or will be) facing down the scale demon:
1 - The goal is a healthy lifestyle, not a number on the scale- keep your head in the game and focus
2 - When faced with adversity, you WILL find yourself being drawn to the things that you find comfort in, and (just a wild guess here) those are probably not healthy foods. It has nothing to do with strength of character, will power or anything else. YOU ARE NOT A BAD PERSON because you are tempted. You aren't even a bad person if you give in. You are just a person.
3 - Remember, life IS FUNNY... really, it is... it's just that sometimes you aren't in on the joke yet. To laugh is to love - so laugh at yourself, and love yourself.
Surgery: RNY on 12/18/2013 with Jay M. Snow, MD "Don't mistake my kindness for weakness." - Robert Herjavec, quoting Al Capone

















