Happy Caturday !

Finally moved in ... and literally slept 4 three days straight .

Now I know what this " adventuring " took out of m .

No furniture as yet ... food is sketchy too . Have so much of it but can barely get anything down - weird. I detest cold food so thats probably (hopefully ) th reason.

Apartment looks lite n brite n gorgeous - hints of cobalt green on living room walls - cobalt violet n rose madder in my bedroom and BRIGHT cobalt blue w ultra pure white gloss trim n ceilings in the hall n gloss white in the bathrooms . Renters will have white n off white in their studios .

Already moved in th orchids :)

Im very excited about learning from my DA UA and BDA meetings tomorrow ! Theres a TON 2 learn and experience jes walkin thru it .

Yep ... part of m is terrified ... im so unused 2 standing up 4 myself ... I was raised 2 b a " good grrl " - helpful , sweet accommodating to everyone else and poor as a churchmouse .. self sacrificing even .

Gosh Im mad I swallowed this total nonsense!!

Honestly jes 2 give myself a fair chance .. I grew up in a misogynistic tot financially unfair CULT ! n now gotta break ALL th rules 2 get fair treatment.